All In My Head

Falling down is fun now I can’t stop

“Wait it out,” I tell myself, “soon everyone will be gone”

It’s the loneliness

That makes me think this way

It’s the loneliness

That I could never blame

I like it better when it’s all in my head

The doctors know that I have money to spend

And no, it’s not you, it’s me I’ve been talking to

I like it better when it’s all in my head

I like to spend all day dreaming in bed

And nobody knows the pain I’m going through

Making plans sounds likes a living hell

One more day, then another, all by myself

It’s the loneliness, that I hold so dear

It’s the loneliness, that I could never fear

I’m in no state of grace

It’s my privilege to say

I’m in no place to lose

I’m a casualty of

Years spent waiting, for some kind of sign to

Tell me what to do with my time so

I like it better when it’s all in my head

I like it better cause at least I’m not dead

I’m getting better, cause that’s what I’m supposed to do

And nobody knows the pain I’m going through

I’m getter better

Cause that’s what I’m supposed to do