Guilty-Doe Paoro

[00:09.36]Your boys met me at the gates [00:12.57]Dangled keys and hazed [00:14.01]With promised fates. [00:18.30]I wish I could unknow what it's like [00:21.65]To have my body made a battlefield. [00:27.02]They paid until I owed [00:31.06]Felt so trapped [00:32.11]Like I'd been bought and sold. [00:36.45]While they played power games, got stoned, [00:39.53]I blamed myself and forgot who was in control. [00:42.88] [00:46.52]I've walked too deep inside a man's world [00:51.96]Lost my strength [00:53.31]Forgotten what I came for [00:56.49]And I know I'm not the first [00:59.79]That you've made defend her word [01:04.43]When I refuse to be coerced [01:07.36]Somehow I'm subversive? [01:09.01]I'll take the blacklist, I'll do time [01:11.15]But I'm not guilty [01:12.66]So why do I feel guilty? [01:18.20]So guilty [01:22.01] [01:23.51]As the gavel pounds [01:26.44]Touch my navel and I know deep down [01:32.27]Came all this way to see the shape your silhouette makes [01:36.91]When you turn from me. [01:42.85]I've walked too deep inside a man's world [01:47.44]Lost my strength [01:48.78]Forgotten what I came for [01:50.78] [01:50.93]And I know I'm not the first [01:55.19]That you've made defend her word [01:59.57]When I refuse to be coerced [02:02.73]Somehow I'm subversive? [02:04.22]I'll take the blacklist, I'll do time [02:06.31]But I'm not guilty [02:08.21]So why do I feel guilty? [02:13.40]So guilty [02:17.85]Why do I feel guilty? [02:22.89]So guilty [02:28.63]Can I forgive myself, for myself? [02:34.73]Too heavy to carry [02:38.62]Can I forgive myself, for myself? [02:43.81]Too heavy to carry [02:47.48] [02:48.07]And I know I'm not the first [02:53.03]That you've made defend her word [02:57.47]When I refuse to be coerced [03:00.47]Somehow I'm subversive? [03:02.01]I'll take the blacklist, I'll do time [03:04.00]But I'm not guilty [03:05.95]So why do I feel guilty? [03:11.37]So guilty [03:15.51]Why do I feel guilty? [03:20.54]So guilty [03:25.54]Why should I feel [03:28.07]Why should I feel so guilty? [03:37.25]Why should I feel so guilty? [03:43.23]No no no no no