UNLUCKY-kuudere

[00:10.15]I always cop the blame, anxiety is peaking
我总是小心着人际交往 焦虑抑郁到极点 [00:15.86]I’m never feeling safe, see spiders in the ceiling
从未有归属感 盯着棚上的蜘蛛 [00:21.49]There’s nothing left to gain, so what the point in breathing?
没什么可失去可得取的 为何要为了存活呼吸 [00:26.85]I wanna ****ing change, and give my life a meaning
企图改变自己 给自己一个存活的意义 [00:32.57]They don’t care what I say, I’m always ****ing lonely
可他们听而不闻 我只能踽踽独行 [00:38.16]Wish I could go away, then maybe you will love me
希望我最后的逝去 能换来你的短暂叹息 [00:43.59]These drugs inside my brain, the insides ****ing ugly
麻药麻痹着我思绪 心早丑陋不堪 [00:49.01]I never feel okay, I guess I’m never lucky
装作一切安好实则不然 我想我永远不会幸运 [00:54.34]My Body starts to rain, it’s looking kinda bloody
我的尸体流着血雨 看着些许血腥 [01:00.10]I'm sippin on the drank, my cup is kinda muddy
无节制的酗酒 酒杯泥泞不堪 [01:05.92]Sometimes I gotta pray, the world will always **** me
有时我不得祈祷 世界能多一点善待我 [01:11.11]I really wanna stay, but life is not so lovely
我也想活下去 但生活不会尽善尽美 [01:16.60]I always cop the blame, anxiety is peaking
我总是考虑他人情绪 焦虑急躁到极点 [01:22.20]I’m never feeling safe, see spiders in the ceiling
不安感扩散 盯着天花板的蜘蛛 [01:27.52]There’s nothing left to gain, so what the point in breathing?
早就没什么可得可失的了 呼吸不也一样吗 [01:33.10]I wanna ****ing change, and give my life a meaning
想着凤凰涅槃 不再忝颜偷生 [01:39.02]They don’t care what I say, I’m always ****ng lonely
可人们袖手旁观 我自始至终茕茕孑立 [01:44.56]Wish I could go away, then maybe you will love me
祈求我最后的逝去 换来你的一丝惆怅 [01:49.78]These drugs inside my brain, the insides ****ing ugly
侵蚀着我思绪 皮肉间早已丑恶不堪 [01:55.31]I never feel okay, I guess I’m never lucky
从未有过归属感 我想我从未幸运过 [02:00.88]My Body starts to rain, it’s looking kinda bloody
冰冷躯壳下着血雨 看上去些许血腥 [02:06.36]I'm sippin on the drank, my cup is kinda muddy
只能枕曲藉糟 酒杯映照出丑恶的我 [02:11.91]Sometimes I gotta pray, the world will always **** me
有时我不得乞求 世界能些许平易近人 [02:17.24]I really wanna stay, but life is not so lovely
真的想活下去啊 但现实只是残忍吞噬着你（还是要好好活下去！）