u wont hear this anyway-RUSSELL!

[00:02.373] Aye, I'm very worn out [00:10.538] Its the best time you know? [00:13.124] To do things like this [00:19.759] Writing this about you, writing this about you, oh yeah [00:26.283] Know the way you move, baby I'm pissed, I've got a list [00:29.378] Of all the famous girls that I'm gon' holla at when I get rich [00:32.683] Girl I'm a dog, but we're young and we're sick [00:35.012] If you got a dating app on you [00:37.079] Then you ain't no better than me when it comes to this sh1t [00:39.665] Both tryna figure things out getting lit [00:41.861] Still I just trick cause you fine and you thick [00:44.113] I'm all for this topic. I'm all for the chips [00:46.403] And showings my motive, I've always been sad [00:48.741] And I've always exposed it, I've always felt lonely [00:50.991] And everyone knows it, I've been had anxiety [00:53.308] Still can't control it, been makin' money, but gotta be smarter [00:56.838] Here getting older, the critics get harsher [00:58.963] The weed gets rolled up, I light then I spark it [01:01.284] That dude he go hard, but my sh1t go the hardest [01:03.911] Here for a long, long time and I ain't gonna quit sh1t yet [01:08.474] Get in that long, long line, if you really gon' show up as a threat [01:12.805] I've been taking care of me, going to therapy [01:15.293] Been self-aware, I've been looking for clarity [01:17.580] Know that these fcukboys be dissin' me terribly [01:19.835] But I can't trip on them boys, they ain't scare me [01:22.484] Got a crib by myself, I've been lonesome [01:24.636] I think people 'round me think that I'm on one [01:26.904] I'm just seeing things from a new view [01:29.001] Being secluded protecting my mood [01:31.194] Riding alone, I got shot on my dome [01:33.235] I got dudes tryna hurt me cause all of them broke [01:35.592] They hate to see me do well and put on [01:37.890] They told me, I'm lost can't knock me out of my zone [01:40.120] Ain't rolled by my mom in a minute, I fear [01:42.335] And that would be sh1t that y'all don't want to hear [01:44.672] Like that sh1t don't slap homie, that sh1t too deep [01:46.885] But I'm like, " Fcuk it, if you can't accept me for me" [01:49.929] I'm dolo, I would call you up [01:51.621] But I just seen a photo of both of y'all happy [01:53.800] And then it all clicked [01:55.178] It's been like 8 or 9 months since we talked [01:57.307] And it's been about 8 or 9 months I've been workin' [01:59.743] I been on my sh1t and I get sick [02:02.063] Real life hit me like a mother fcukin' brick [02:04.139] More money more problems, I mother fcuking wish [02:07.743] I'm thinking 'bout mama, is she disappointed? [02:10.024] I want to say more but I try to avoid it [02:12.340] Cause sometimes I feel like I'm fcukin' annoying [02:14.515] I'm newly immense, don't feel like a boy [02:16.688] And I just want to tell you I'm tryna progress [02:19.184] Life hit us both, but I wish you the best [02:21.506] If I see you when I travel out west [02:23.663] I hope you hold onto that promise we kept