i need a hug-☆CRONA☆/kuudere

[00:00.89]"You really put me at ease.
“你真能使我安心十足 [00:03.37]So even if I die, please do your best to live on.
所以尽管我死去了 请你竭尽活下去 [00:08.25] See how this world will end and find out why it was created.
看着这个世界崩分离析 寻找出世界又是如何诞生的 [00:13.84]Find out why scaredy-cats like me are here.
探寻出为何像我这样的胆小猫会在此 [00:17.58] And the meaning behind why we met.
还有我们相遇的真正意义 [00:21.14] That is, my wish."
这就是 我的愿望 你知道我的血是黑的吗 [00:25.93]”I have a lot of time left. ”
我尚有良多时间 [00:28.58]“Well, since it's Christmas, I'll hum a little tune."
啊 既然是圣诞节的话 我给你哼一首歌吧” [00:32.85] I-I-I know I got an issue It's been tryin' to get control of me
我早知我有着问题 他也在尝试控制着我 [00:37.28]I've been doin' work But I don't got no time for therapy
我专心努力着 却遗忘了给自己治疗 [00:41.46]I just wanna fade away I hate the way they stare at me
我只想隐淡去 我厌恨着世俗目光 [00:45.14]I just need a shoulder, babe I just need someone to carry me
我只需一个臂膀 希望谁能给予我一个拥抱 [00:49.25](I know) I know I'm a loner, but I like that they don't notice me
我知道我孑然一身 但我不想引人注目 [00:53.84]That way no one's sued if it gets out that I die horribly
如果我死得惨不忍睹这样就不会有人控诉我 [00:57.46]Mom said I should smile, she don't like that I think morbidly
妈妈觉得我要以笑面人 她不想我太过病态 [01:01.57]But it ain't my fault, it's all these demons deep inside of me
但这并不是我的错 是内心恶魔在作祟 [01:05.95]W-When I was a kid, I had some friends, they all were there for me
当我还是稚嫩孩童时 我有着身旁朋友 他们会在一旁陪伴着我 [01:09.90]Now I just be stuck up in my room 'cause I'm a ****in' frea
如今被困在这冰冷房内 只因我被质疑为怪胎 [01:14.31]I don't even matter, I'm a **** up, I'm a wannab
心想着无大碍 我只是个混蛋 只会一味去模仿 [01:17.96]I can never **** witchu 'cause I don't even **** with m
我不会和你去翻云覆雨 只因我 [01:22.56]How could you love me?
你怎能随意爱上我 [01:24.25]H-How could-how could you love me?
你怎能就这样爱上我 [01:26.73]Cut me the check, please
递出支票 务必 [01:28.31]She don't want me, she want money
她并不渴望我 她眼中只有钱 [01:30.81]I know she forgot me
我早知她遗忘了我 [01:31.37]She's moving on, and that cut deep
她步伐不止 伤口愈发深裂 [01:35.24]How could you love me?
怎能能爱上我呢 [01:37.12]How could you love me?？
怎能爱上这样的我呢 [01:38.67](I can-I can-) I can't tell the difference from my friends and all my enemies (Whoa)
我不能分出谁是友或是敌 [01:42.62] Lying to myself to hide away my evil energy (Energy——)
对自己撒个谎 躲避我的邪恶能量 [01:46.96]You will never understand, so take a stand and let me be (Let me be)
你永不会知晓 所以站起去让我承担吧 [01:51.00]'Cause I don't need opinions from a person wit your tendencies (Tendencies)
我不需要你喜欢的人的意见或建议 [01:55.12]S-So tell me I'm the reason why, tell me I'm the reason how!
就只需告诉我我是你内心的答案 我就是你唯一渴望 [01:59.00]Everything inside my life is kind of ****ing freaking ou
如今生活中每件小事都怪诞诡奇 [02:03.04]leaking out
流出着 [02:04.04]"All my blood is black," I keep on screaming out
我的血是暗黑色 我不经尖叫 [02:07.43]Trapped inside a cage inside my mind
关押在我脑海中心房笼里 [02:10.06]Oh wait, I see it now
稍等 我懂了 [02:11.77]Hey [02:12.87]I see the world below me (Below me)
我望见世界低于我 [02:16.65]I hate it how you always control me, now (Control me)
我厌恨着你一味控制着我 [02:20.87]I'm better off just being the only (The only)
我还是做那独一无二好了 [02:24.43]You told me, I'm "better off lonely”
你告诉我 孑然一身才是最好