Sober (feat. Lolife)-Ekoh/Vadim Sakharov

[00:09.653]Yeah, feeling sick again [00:11.351]Swore the last time was the last time [00:13.284]But look at me on a slip again [00:15.112]Wish I was different but it's always the same [00:17.751]So strained a feeling of that withdrawal pain [00:20.232]And all my friends they don't understand [00:22.087]It's been a minute since you got a bag maybe it wasn't that bad [00:25.300]And you can just have one now [00:27.311]And I'll be taking one balloon so high I'll never come down [00:30.237]So wake me when it's over I got to try to fix this [00:32.902]I'll call you when I'm sober or when I'm not resistant [00:35.357]I'm sorry that you love me, I know you hate it [00:37.630]****ed up when I stopped being grateful and got complacent [00:40.451]I'm only high cuz I been feeling this low [00:42.358]And that's the only make it back to normal I suppose [00:44.918]And I know you think I'm perfect but all of that's a facade [00:47.373]And trying to hide how I been feeling is lonelier than I thought [00:50.560]So put the bottle down, I really don't trust what I do [00:53.068]I make the worst decisions sober that's the ****ing truth [00:55.628]Cuz I don't take the first hit when I'm already blitzed [00:57.770]I take it clear headed uncomfortable in my ****ing skin [01:00.670]You don't know what I've done [01:01.819]I swear to god that if you did [01:03.282]Then your heart would be broken into a million pieces [01:05.920]Had it all but I lost it in a blink [01:07.853]Afraid to ask for help cuz I'm afraid of what you think [01:10.466] [01:10.910]Mama I'm so sorry I'm not sober anymore [01:15.351]Daddy please forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor [01:20.366]To the ones who never left me we've been down this road before [01:24.807]I'm so sorry, I'm not sober anymore [01:32.800] [01:40.663]And I'm just hoping for some happy in the end [01:43.223]Trying to be a hero I can't even save my friends [01:45.862]You don't know where I'm at or where I'm going where I've been [01:48.134]So don't try to pretend [01:50.773]I've got an itch I'll never scratch but I'm going until I bleed [01:53.071]Like who the **** are you to tell me what you think I really need [01:55.501]Cuz I've awoken up a beast that never stops until it feeds [01:58.139]And it's been eating me alive inside my dreams [02:00.020]And i don't mean to make you nervous when you think of me [02:02.136]Everybody is leaving me it's hard to find someone to relate with me on this frequency [02:06.316]I'm sitting in another meeting on the west side [02:08.797]Raising my hand again [02:09.842]This was not the plan again [02:11.436]Just sick of being sick [02:12.689]What's that insanity? [02:14.126]Like it'll be different this time but it's never different though [02:16.320]And it doesn't happen quick it happens gradually [02:18.933]And i never thought that life would be this ****ing difficult [02:21.702]Just got a feeling I'm losing and maybe that's a fact [02:24.262]Maybe these feelings are feelings i shouldn't treat as facts [02:26.508]Like it'll pass if you just try to let it go [02:29.094]But you will never understand the way it gets when I'm alone no [02:31.576]I don't know how to love i swear to god that if i did [02:34.031]Your heart wouldn't be broken into a million pieces [02:36.670]Had it all but lost it in a blink [02:38.786]Afraid to ask for help cuz I'm afraid of what you think [02:41.346] [02:41.424]Mama I'm so sorry I'm not sober anymore [02:46.413]Daddy please forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor [02:51.246]To the ones who never left me we've been down this road before [02:55.791]I'm so sorry, I'm not sober anymore [03:10.786] [03:11.935]I can't do this all on my own [03:17.160]You're never too far gone to come back home [03:22.044]I can't do this all on my own [03:27.112]You're never too far gone to come back home [03:32.206]I can't do this all on my own [03:37.274]You're never too far gone to come back home