mixd up (feat. blackwinterwells & 8485)-i9bonsai

[00:18.399](My little bonsai planet) [00:19.961][Chorus: i9bonsai] [00:20.232]Head's mixed up, I gotta go now
大脑乱作一团，现在就得离开 [00:22.563]I can barely think, I think I gotta watch out
思绪凌乱不堪，还需多加注意 [00:25.197]Gotta get up, no I can't stay down
得马上振作起来，不可久留 [00:27.808]They been testin' me, but really at what cost now?
他们不断试探我的底线，而代价又是什么呢？ [00:29.908][Post-Chorus: i9bonsai] [00:30.172]Hearts beatin' out my chest, but I'm locked in
心跳不断加快似要冲出胸膛，而我却将它牢牢封锁 [00:32.787]I just really wanna live, what did I walk it?
真的很想活着，可我到底应该怎么做？ [00:35.167]I've been feelin' like a mess, I think I lost it
时至今日都是一团乱遭，恐怕已经将其遗失 [00:37.805]I won't even say a word, there's no more talkin'
本就没有在说的必要，不如缄默不语 [00:40.427][Verse 1: i9bonsai] [00:40.693]Lost it all, but I'll make it back
失去了一切，也试着做些什么来弥补 [00:43.050]I'm losin' time, yeah, I'm losin' track
时间悄然划走，即便是迄今为止的足迹也都磨平 [00:45.662]Don't know why I ****in' laugh
不知为何嘴角上扬发笑 [00:47.995]It's overwhelming, yeah, I can't do that
太过沉重，将我压垮，无计可施 [00:50.320]Head's mixed up, I gotta go now
大脑乱作一团，现在就得离开 [00:52.673]I can barely think, I think I gotta watch out
思绪凌乱不堪，还需多加注意 [00:55.301]Gotta get up, no I can't stay down
得马上振作起来，不可久留 [00:57.678]They been testin' me, but really at what cost now?
他们不断试探我的底线，而代价又是什么呢？ [01:10.502][Verse 2: blackwinterwells] [01:10.761]I'm mixed up, confused
神志不清 [01:12.863]Don't know me, or you
对于自身和你，我都一无所知 [01:15.411]No one knows me like you do
其他人做不到你那般了解我 [01:17.764]Spent my whole life confused
浑浑噩噩将这一生送走 [01:20.107]Yeah, blend it up like a smoothie
管他三七二十一都混在一起，犹如一杯奶昔 [01:22.447]Mix all of my guts into bits, then consume me
五脏六腑都揉捏成一小块，再将其吞下 [01:26.074]In the wired, like I'm Gumi
实在太过奇怪，仿佛我即是Gumi [01:27.386]Disappearing act, if I owe you something, sue me
缺失的体贴；如果我对你有所亏欠，大可向我索求赔偿 [01:30.254]I'm disaffected, unscrew my head a bit
做不到忠心不二，大脑有些分崩离析 [01:32.331]Papers are so ripped, there's no proof that I still exist
一地碎纸屑不足以证明我仍存在于世 [01:35.206]But I still bleed though, so much I'll stain you
可鲜血却不断流出，玷污了你的所有 [01:37.541]Lady Macbeth on your hands then replace you
你终将如你刻在手上的Lady Macbeth那般恶毒，狠心 [01:40.166][Verse 3: 8485] [01:40.412]It's a risk and I don't think I wanna take it
太过冒险，我一丁点也不想尝试 [01:43.541]Think I'm in cause I'm convincing when I fake it
但又好像已经牵连进去，弄虚作假时总能有理由让自己安心 [01:45.893]But I know by the time that I make it
到时候幡然醒悟，也会做些什么来订正弥补 [01:48.242]To the start of the line
回到起跑线上 [01:50.063]Won't race 'cause I can't win
明知赢不了又何苦参与竞争 [01:52.679]Can't escape, but can't begin
无法逃离也无法迈出意味开始的一步 [01:54.519]Way too late and stretched too thin
已经为时已晚，况且实力也不足以 [01:56.849]Faults are breaking on my skin
犯下的错误不间断地划破我的肌肤 [01:59.711]I'm so scared, I'll never try
内心无比担忧害怕，但又从不做出改变 [02:01.810]No one's there, so why should I be?
既然没人驻留此地，我一人独守有何意义 [02:04.428]I don't care, no, I won't cry
怎样都无所谓，还不至于嚎啕大哭 [02:07.047]Sit and stare while it goes by me
仅是坐着看它从我眼前溜走 [02:10.197][Chorus: i9bonsai] [02:10.443]Head's mixed up, I gotta go now
大脑乱作一团，现在就得离开 [02:12.795]I can barely think, I think I gotta watch out
思绪凌乱不堪，还需多加注意 [02:15.400]Gotta get up, no I can't stay down
得马上振作起来，不可久留 [02:17.772]They been testin' me, but really at what cost now?
他们不断试探我的底线，而代价又是什么呢？ [02:20.372][Post-Chorus: i9bonsai] [02:20.618]Hearts beatin' out my chest, but I'm locked in
心跳不断加快似要冲出胸膛，而我却将它牢牢封锁 [02:22.698]I just really wanna live, what did I walk it?
真的很想活着，可我到底应该怎么做？ [02:25.289]I've been feelin' like a mess, I think I lost it
时至今日都是一团乱遭，恐怕已经将其遗失 [02:27.908]I won't even say a word, there's no more talkin'
本就没有在说的必要，不如缄默不语