Afraid of Me-Jelly Roll/Struggle Jennings

[00:00.000] 作词 : Jason DeFord/William Harness/Stuart Stapleton/Jack Fowler/Matthew Wallace [00:00.493] 作曲 : Jason DeFord/William Harness/Stuart Stapleton/Jack Fowler/Matthew Wallace [00:00.987]I take a moment just to breathe when I'm feeling that stress
每当压力来袭 我总要停下喘息 [00:03.338]With the sins on my sleeve, with what heart I have left
袖口沾满罪孽 残存心跳已微 [00:05.932]'Til I take my last breath, I will battle with the flesh
直到生命终结 都将与肉身对决 [00:08.559]I picked the side for which I ride, there ain't no straddle in the fizz (Lord, please)
我选择阵营绝不骑墙 主啊求您垂怜 [00:12.538]I feel the time passing by
时光流逝如沙 [00:13.852]I can feel the crash coming, I been on a manic high
躁狂巅峰将尽 崩溃预感渐发 [00:16.456]Reminisce to cooking packs, changed my life, no looking back
回忆毒品交易 人生再无退路 [00:19.208]The only man I fear is the reflection I'm looking at
唯一令我恐惧 是镜中那个自己 [00:21.874]Only time I'm ever happy is when I'm keeping a buzz
唯有保持迷醉 才能片刻欢愉 [00:24.253]I feel a wall around myself and the people I love
筑起心墙隔绝 所爱之人靠近 [00:27.057]Lord, protect me from the storm, I feel the thunder again
主啊护我渡劫 雷暴再度降临 [00:29.716]I done prayed before with a pistol under my chin
曾持枪抵下颌 向您绝望祈愿 [00:32.703]Lord please
主啊求您 [00:34.289]'Cause I know that I've been living wrong
明知此生歧路彷徨 [00:36.305]All along, I just didn't wanna be alone
始终不过 害怕孤独将我埋葬 [00:38.510]Pray for me, 'cause I know that I've been living wrong
为我祈祷 明知此生歧路彷徨 [00:40.897]All along, I just didn't wanna be alone
始终不过 害怕孤独将我埋葬 [00:43.612]I'm so afraid of me
我如此恐惧自己 [00:46.333]My demons keep chasing me
心魔如影随形 [00:48.899]There ain't no saving me
无人能将我救赎 [00:51.346]I can't get away from me
永远困在这躯壳里 [00:54.530]'Cause I know that I've been living wrong
明知此生歧路彷徨 [00:57.110]I can't get away from me
永远困在这躯壳里 [01:00.528]I just didn't wanna be alone
不过害怕孤独将我埋葬 [01:02.439]I can't get away from me
永远困在这躯壳里 [01:07.443]I can't get away from me
永远困在这躯壳里 [01:12.774]I can't get away from me
永远困在这躯壳里 [01:15.726]Still running from the Devil, Stiletto's on the gas pedal
逃离魔鬼追击 高跟鞋猛踩油门 [01:18.443]Pain so high that she crying in a falsetto
她假声哭喊 痛苦已至巅峰 [01:20.927]Echos of my last words' louder than her screams
我临终遗言 盖过她尖叫声 [01:23.452]Living in a nightmare, I promised her a dream
活在地狱里 却许诺她美梦 [01:26.309]But I promise this ain't her, this is me
但错全在我 与她无关 [01:28.182]My life is slipping through my hand, her love's at my feat
生命从指缝流逝 她爱意堆满脚边 [01:30.761]I beat myself up 'til my eyes swelled shut
自虐至双眼肿胀 [01:33.374]So I can't see the love and the choice that's in front of me, ****
就看不见眼前 爱与抉择的方向 [01:36.750]I feel stuck in a rut, deep pain in my gut
深陷泥沼难拔 五脏俱焚般痛 [01:39.796]I'm an angel to my demons that duck that cup
恶魔眼中的天使 总在举杯避世 [01:42.744]Built a wall around my heart not to hide
筑心墙非为隐藏 [01:44.663]It's to keep my love safe from what I see inside
只为保护所爱 远离我内心荒原 [01:47.750]Pray for me, 'cause I know that I've been living wrong
为我祈祷 明知此生歧路彷徨 [01:50.225]All along, I just didn't wanna be alone
始终不过 害怕孤独将我埋葬 [01:52.840]Pray for me, 'cause I know that I've been living wrong
为我祈祷 明知此生歧路彷徨 [01:55.830]All along, I just didn't wanna be alone
始终不过 害怕孤独将我埋葬 [01:58.642]I'm so afraid of me
我如此恐惧自己 [02:00.980]My demons keep chasing me
心魔如影随形 [02:03.984]There ain't no saving me
无人能将我救赎 [02:06.270]I can't get away from me
永远困在这躯壳里 [02:09.356]Pray for me 'cause I know that I've been living wrong
为我祈祷 明知此生歧路彷徨 [02:11.650]I can't get away from me
永远困在这躯壳里 [02:14.221]Pray for me, I just didn't wanna be alone
为我祈祷 不过害怕孤独埋葬 [02:17.051]I can't get away from me
永远困在这躯壳里 [02:22.198]I can't get away from me
永远困在这躯壳里 [02:27.531]I can't get away from-
永远困在这躯壳