'What Potions Have I Drunk' (Sonnet No.119)-Julian Bream

[00:00.028] What potions have I drunk of Siren tears
我曾喝下了多少鲛人的泪珠 [00:04.542] Distilled from limbecks foul as hell within,
从我心中地狱般的锅里蒸出来， [00:09.058] Applying fears to hopes and hopes to fears,
把恐惧当希望，又把希望当恐惧， [00:13.860] Still losing when I saw myself to win!
眼看着要胜利，结果还是失败！ [00:17.817] What wretched errors hath my heart committed,
我的心犯了多少可怜的错误， [00:21.913] Whilst it hath thought itself so blessed never!
正好当它自以为再幸福不过； [00:25.314] How have mine eyes out of their spheres been fitted In the distraction of this madding fever!
我的眼睛怎样地从眼眶跃出， 当我被疯狂昏乱的热病折磨！ [00:34.808] O, benefit of ill: now I find true
哦，坏事变好事！我现在才知道 [00:40.379] That better is by evil still made better;
善的确常常因恶而变得更善！ [00:44.882] And ruined love, when it is built anew,
被摧毁的爱，一旦重新修建好， [00:48.557] Grows fairer than at first, more strong, far greater.
就比原来更宏伟、更美、更强顽。 [00:54.744] So I return rebuked to my content,
因此，我受了谴责，反心满意足； [00:59.733] And gain by ill thrice more than I have spent.
因祸，我获得过去的三倍幸福。