I Dance and Dance and Smile and Smile-Alan Cumming

[00:21.068]I'm always loving someone [00:25.900]more than they love me [00:29.375]Lord I wish that just this once [00:35.148]that's not how it would be [00:42.828]I always try too hard [00:46.903]when I find someone new [00:50.455]God I wish just this once [00:55.732]You'd need me more than I need you [01:03.778]I danced to please my father [01:09.159]just to win once glance [01:13.495]Some sign of his approval [01:16.865]I danced and danced and danced and danced [01:20.340]I smiled to make my mother proud [01:26.191]I was her child [01:30.083]To gain some small attention [01:33.270]I smiled and smiled and smiled and smiled [01:37.397]My books and bikes I bartered [01:41.473]to try and buy a friend [01:46.305]Now I'm grown [01:48.264]This heart I own is the currency [01:52.157]I spent and spent and spent [01:58.374]And in the end [02:02.736]I'll give you everything I own [02:09.450]Sure you'd never want me [02:14.831]For myself alone [02:20.917]How I hate the way I am [02:25.045]Always trying to impress [02:28.467]Lord if I could love me more [02:33.352]I could love you less [02:40.431]And if I could love you less [02:44.375]I would not confuse you [02:47.432]Dancing dancing smiling smiling [02:52.970]Till of course I lose you