Fear of Bliss-Alanis Morissette

[00:00.00] [00:10.85]My misery has enjoyed company [00:19.18]and although I have ached [00:23.66]I don't threaten anybody [00:28.58]Sometimes I feel more bigness than I've shared with you [00:37.67]Sometimes I wonder why I quell when I'm not required to [00:44.15] [00:46.49]I've tried to be small I've tried to be stunted [00:55.05]I've tried roadblocks and all [00:59.50]My happy endings prevented [01:02.77] [01:04.50]Sometimes I feel it's all just too big to be true [01:13.49]I sabotage myself for fear of what my bigness could do [01:19.86] [01:21.33]Fear of bliss and fear of joyitude [01:31.36]Fear of bigness (and ensuing solitude?) [01:38.64] [01:40.56]I could be golden [01:44.83]I could be glowing [01:49.27]I could be freedom [01:53.70]But that could be boring [01:56.43] [01:58.34]Sometimes I feel this is too scary to be true [02:07.40]I sabotage myself for fear of losing you [02:13.84] [02:15.19]Fear of bliss and fear of joyitude [02:24.66]Fear of bigness (and ensuing solitude?) [02:32.42] [02:34.28]This talk of liberation makes me want to go lie down [02:43.12]Under the covers til the terror of the unknown is gone [02:51.75] [02:52.41]I could be full [02:56.67]I could be thriving [03:01.19]I could be shining [03:05.54]Sounds isolating [03:08.60] [03:10.08]Sometimes I feel this is too good to be true [03:19.06]I sabotage myself for fear of what my joy could do [03:25.47] [03:44.82][03:26.87]Fear of bliss and fear of joyitude [03:54.82][03:36.57]Fear of bigness (and ensuing solitude?) [04:02.38] [04:32.57] [04:34.43]END