Cousin of Death-La Coka Nostra

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Braunstein, Carroll, Schrody [00:02.95][00:31.88][00:53.09][01:37.29][01:58.69][02:20.47][03:03.82][03:24.79][03:46.94] [00:10.85][03:04.08]Glory fades and glory days ain't always what they seem [00:15.89][03:09.36]Give all I got and make my salaat and dream my broken dreams [00:21.30][03:14.34]I crawl inside, ball up and hide, tuck my pain away [00:26.53][03:19.62]And hope to God I fall into a sleep where I can stay [00:32.18][03:25.59]We all got bills to settle, we all got a price to pay [00:37.29][03:30.58]And if I make it through the night I can fight another day [00:42.64][02:10.03][03:36.11]They say it's better to burn out than it is to fade away [00:47.93][02:15.43][03:41.58]I just hope to God I can fall into a sleep where I can stay [00:53.46]It was a couple of years ago that I started becoming numb [00:56.70]No one could understand where all my words were coming from [00:59.50]Having visions of a nine-to-five, a wife, a blunt, a son [01:02.17]Of a life of hustle getting by with some of the running gun [01:04.78]Is it best to be a crumb? My ex says he's a bum [01:08.62]Lashing out in violence whenever my destiny it hung [01:11.41]In the balance, rum, I'm drinking gallons, some think that my flows [01:15.02]Are more poetic than the poems of Edgar Allen Poe [01:17.07]But I know that I'm at a challenge though [01:19.75]I can hold an old Calico to my dome and let my talents go [01:22.48]****, I spent my whole life around the violence so [01:25.16]I planted seeds of hate oh I let my habits grow [01:27.90]I slept with the homeless, I copped with the fiends [01:30.19]Lost the love inside my heart, I even forgot what it means [01:32.81]Seen the ripest nights turn into the rottenest schemes [01:35.42]But through it all I have never forgotten my dreams [01:37.61]When the gutters fill with blood that's spilled from friends that pass away [01:42.58]And memories of eulogies while standing by their graves [01:47.87]Just trying to survive we wind up living lives like slaves [01:53.21]I hope to God I can fall into a sleep where I can stay [01:59.44]We all got beef to settle, we all got demons to slay [02:04.67]And if I pray all through the night I can fight another day [02:21.15]Rest in peace to my homie Sob [02:22.84]I stand before an altar of open sepultures and coffins [02:26.50]I heard Javier got killed, it didn't seem real [02:29.11]With an army of goons drinking straight vodka to deal [02:31.66]We live and die by the gun, wear our hearts on our sleeves [02:34.72]Even though our compassion's destined to die on the streets [02:37.27]What's left over a cold hollow murder machine [02:39.63]With an appetite for malevolence, perversion, and greed [02:42.50]When one of us dies we don't really learn anything [02:45.23]Outside the funeral doing bumps, burning trees [02:48.03]Plotting revenge, crying over fallen angels [02:50.45]Sometimes your friends die the most awkward strangers [02:53.07]I can't lie, sometimes this life makes me a stranger to myself [02:56.17]But I'm pulling myself together, it's bigger than just me [02:59.16]As I spit this bear witness to truth [03:01.15]My unborn seed listens while I spit in the booth