Alibis-Marianas Trench

[00:02.11]From the scrapes and bruises [00:07.80]To the familiar abuses [00:13.90]I'll kick and scream [00:16.76]But it never changes anything [00:26.05]I could spill my guts out [00:31.97]Wearing my best little girl pout [00:38.14]I almost missed it [00:41.88]But nobody said this was gonna be easy [00:47.19]This is not the man I hoped to be [00:51.70]And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding [00:54.34]I don't know how to word it [00:57.17]I just started to deserve it [01:00.27]And all my faces are alibis, and me [01:09.53]I'm half the man I wanted to be [01:14.45]Most times it comes out wrong [01:19.70]I don't know the words but I'll hum along [01:26.38]There's nothing familiar here anymore [01:32.60]To anyone or anything enough to feel alive [01:39.10]And I still taste that sickness [01:44.44]And it makes me crazy without it at best [01:50.49]But I'm in the same place I used to be [01:56.22]But I'm trying harder not to be [02:00.20]This is not the man I hoped to be [02:03.59]And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding [02:06.94]I don't know how to word it [02:10.20]I just started to deserve it [02:12.78]And all my faces are alibis and me [02:21.88]I'm half the man I wanted to be [02:44.15]So what am I and all my [02:52.58]All my faces are alibis [03:00.38]This is not the man I hoped to be [03:03.99]And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding [03:07.25]I don't know how the words go [03:09.96]I just started not to say no [03:14.11]Don't want it, don't get it [03:17.50]I know you won't regret it [03:20.10]Don't surface, don't surface [03:22.97]And I feel so damn worthless [03:26.15]Another day is gone [03:28.80]And all my faces are alibis and me [03:43.63]I'm half the man I wanted to be