Selfish-Daylight

[00:33.98]The end is far away. [00:37.15]Not getting too much sleep these days. [00:44.22] [00:47.95]These things I can't explain. [00:51.46]Just wishing for an early grave, [00:58.21]but they don't understand me. [01:02.94] [01:04.19]I wanna be selfish. [01:13.94] [01:17.44]Only reason I'm still alive, [01:20.43]Can't stand to see my mother cry. [01:24.17]I'll suffer through. [01:31.16]Only reason I won't die, [01:34.16]Can't stand the tears in her eyes. [01:38.09]I'll be home soon. [01:45.78]The saddest thing is, [01:49.21]it's the only thing that I want. [01:52.49]I wonder sometimes why [01:55.31]I don't just give up and take my life. [01:59.50]And they have no idea, [02:02.89]that I'm so close to my dying day. [02:10.37]There's no coming back from this hell. [02:25.98] [03:20.75]I want to be free from this.