Never Will Know (feat. Micah James, Gold Midas)-McKinley Dixon/Micah James/Gold Midas

[00:16.710]What ya say to me?
你在对我说什么？ [00:20.702]What ya say to me?
你想对我说什么？ [00:24.152]What ya say to me?
你在对我说什么？ [00:28.672]What ya say to me?
你想对我说什么？ [00:31.859]Lil n!gga, what ya say to me?
兄弟，你对我说什么？ [00:36.365]What ya say to me?
你在对我说什么？ [00:39.821]Hey, what ya say to me?
嘿，你想对我说什么？ [00:47.518]What ya say to me?
你在对我说什么？ [00:48.318]Lil n!gga, what ya say to me?
兄弟，你对我说什么？ [00:48.583] [00:49.377][Verse 1: Gold Midas] [00:50.175]Riding so low
缓慢前行 [00:50.440]Never know when I'll get home
不知何时能回到家 [00:51.774]2 AM riding alone
凌晨独自骑行 [00:53.367]Got no time for my phone
我没空理会作响的手机 [00:54.429]I don’t play games on the go
我很忙不开玩笑 [00:55.757]Way too busy being stoned
忙着沉浸于混沌的心智 [00:57.078]Couple hits from the bowl
从筒中深吸几口 [00:58.144]Too bad I got busted for dope
不幸因毒品被捕 [00:59.469]Guess I don’t know how to cope
我也不知道该怎么办 [01:01.070]Every time I’m awoke
每个清醒的时刻 [01:02.125]I have fantasies of a rope
都幻想有一根绳结 [01:03.725]Leaving me strangled and choked, got me gasping for hope
紧勒着脖子让我窒息哽咽，让我为希望粗喘乞求 [01:06.112]Now I’m back copping some more
但我又回来想要更多 [01:07.441]Cause it keeps me away from the metal
因为这能让我暂时忘却这些嘈杂的金属 [01:09.041]Daily, a dance with the devil
每天都像与恶魔共舞 [01:10.629]Anxieties, trying me
焦虑无时无刻都在挑战我的极限 [01:11.698]Wire me, into a pedal
将我接上效果踏板的电源 [01:12.759]Pressing me, wish it would let go
它压迫着我，多希望我能从中解脱 [01:14.614]In search of a level of peace
去寻找极度的祥和 [01:15.944]That I’d never reach
那是我永远无法企及的 [01:17.005]Convinced I won’t get there 'til I’m deceased
我坚信只有死亡才能引领我到达那里 [01:18.863]Weaving my grief up inside instrumentals
于是在乐曲中编织自己的全部悲戚 [01:20.728]In case you were wondering dawg
以防万一你在猜想，我的朋友 [01:22.319]I been nowhere, just floating through time
我哪也没去，只是在虚度时光 [01:23.640]Taking L’s for my friends
把失败当作自己的挚友 [01:24.712]Look my homie in the eyes, "Dawg, I love you
看向朋友的眼中告诉他，“兄弟，我爱你 [01:26.567]I promise you’ll never go homeless again"
我绝不会再让你感觉无家可归。” [01:28.697]That's my word, that's on God
这是上帝可鉴我的誓言 [01:29.760]And if God get in the way
如果神也要阻碍我 [01:31.083]I'ma have to put God to an end
我得把他也了结 [01:32.408]Give a fvck what you say
他完全不在乎你说了什么 [01:33.744]Too many times I done prayed with no answer
我无数次的祈祷无一获得回答 [01:35.597]Ends up as a trend
全部淹没在洪流之中 [01:36.663]Riding so low
低调前行 [01:46.485] [01:48.615][Verse 2: Micah James] [01:50.208] [01:56.583]Never know it
从不理解 [01:57.120]Never wanted anything to do with it
从没想与其有任何关系 [01:58.704]Thrown in it
却被裹挟在其中 [01:59.502]Had to live through it
不得不与其共生 [02:00.565]I was high，zooted off the notion that dude in the sky was judging me
我曾嗨到头脑发昏，意识模糊以至于上帝在天上降下审判 [02:03.486]That's why I’m through with it
这就是我为何与其断绝所有 [02:04.814]Bible verses 'bout as loud as bullets
圣经的诗节和子弹一样响彻云霄 [02:06.409]Spilling out the clip，It’s like ‘blaow’, I feel it
从弹夹中倾泻而出，我听见它爆破的声音 [02:08.536]Got some n!ggas still up in that gang
我有些仍在帮派中的朋友 [02:09.862]And claiming that the way I’m living's like a mental illness
声称着我现在的生活方式像得了精神疾病 [02:11.991]Fvck it all, fvck it up
我彻底不在乎了 [02:14.120]Suck it up, Suck it all
也完全受够了 [02:15.974]What is all this commotion about?
这些混乱究竟有什么意义 [02:17.829]'Cause I didn’t care when the ocean was out
我根本不在乎大洋何时会干涸 [02:19.694]I was only concerned when the tide had returned
只会思考潮汐的往复 [02:21.550]Stretching for lessons that I’d never learn
渴求着那些我缺席的人生课程 [02:23.672]That I was one of them yearly, nearly, dearly departed n!ggas who burn for something more real
关于我也属于那些每年都有的为追求更真实的东西，而不惜付出沉重代价赴死的人 [02:27.656]Feel me dog?
能理解吗朋友？ [02:28.455]Thoughts revolve 'round beautifully, frilly, soft, angelic, heavenly cries that I despised
我的思想围绕着那些我曾嗤之以鼻的，却美丽精致又柔软，天国般圣洁的啜泣打转 [02:32.175]I’ll just stay laying and wait 'til I decide to do something financially viable with my life
我会就这样躺下等候，直到我想出该如何养家糊口 [02:35.894]I rap smooth, look good, talk good
我韵律顺滑，长相漂亮，利口巧辞 [02:38.024]Whether academic or hood
不管是学院派还是街头 [02:40.141]But that's just robotics, and now I’m apathetic
但这不过都是机械的产出，现在已让我无动于衷 [02:42.009]And I haven’t forgotten what I should
并没有忘记我应尽的使命 [02:43.599]Damn
唉 [02:44.125]Fvck that shit, man jump on a plane
别管了，快跳上架飞机 [02:45.720]And get as far away as you possibly can
尽可能地远离此处 [02:47.581]Trynna find folks that are one and the same
希望找到能始终如一的人们 [02:49.704]But now I’m starting to think that I’m alone in this game
但我开始认为在这场游戏中我只是孤身一人 [02:51.566]I don’t know
我不懂 [02:52.367]Was brought up to reach for the kingdom
我曾被悉心培养以获得整个王国 [02:53.958]But shit is something that some n!gga thought of
但这只是他们一厢情愿的幻想 [02:55.814]For all of my loved ones
对所有我爱的人 [02:56.878]I wish I could unteach what somebody taught em
多希望我能让他们从他人的规训中解脱 [02:59.535] [03:07.238][Verse 3: McKinley Dixon] [03:09.094] [03:14.943]Phantoms on phantoms on phantoms on phantoms
琳琅满目的豪车 [03:16.801]But really it’s not what you think
但这生活真不像你所想 [03:18.928]All my homies either dead
我的朋友不是已经逝去 [03:21.055]Or they ass is on the brink
就是在危险的边缘 [03:22.646]It’s easy for your whole neighborhood to just go up and extinct
有时整个社区都搬离消失也是很常有的事 [03:26.368]When the meteor aiming for ya world got artillery from the local precinct
如果有颗陨石飞向这个世界还有当地的部队在前方抵挡 [03:29.816]We yelling that "Gang, gang, gang, gang, gang"
我们大喊着帮派的狠话 [03:32.471]Hope these words pierce you
希望这些词句能直击心灵 [03:33.799]They torn through his fleece
穿透他的抓绒外套 [03:34.600]And rang all through his brain
在他的脑中回响 [03:36.720]Recently this anger's seemed to increase
最近这股怒气似乎在生长 [03:38.320]This flame gon' catch his mane
燃烧的火焰快燎到他的发梢 [03:40.438]Lion rule jungle but man kills the beasts
狮子是丛林之王但人类可以猎杀猛兽 [03:42.305]Broke his wings' light frame
折断他的翅膀将他的骨架点燃 [03:44.158]Sorry, phone anyone but the police
抱歉但除了警察你可以求助任何人 [03:46.552]Excalibur, but hand not heavy enough to pull the shit out
想拔出石中圣剑但双手不够有力 [03:49.205]What we do now?
现在该怎么办？ [03:50.272]Neither’s my n!gga’s n!ggas
这群人没一个有胆量 [03:51.863]So we get a mischievous n!gga to figure it out
所以他们选出了最古怪的一个去找出办法 [03:54.254]Stick them feather tips right into your back
将他们的羽毛刺入他的后背 [03:55.846]Isn’t the same，pathetically flap
却还是一样可悲地拍打着翅膀 [03:58.241]Keep that sh!t up, you really might crack
但坚持下去就真的可以冲破 [04:00.103]The skyline, and n!gga don’t ever look back
若冲破那天际线就别再回头望 [04:01.953]I’m the one, I’m the one, I’m the one
我就是那被选中之人 [04:04.087]Love you daughter, sorry son
抱歉儿子，但是女儿，我爱你 [04:05.678]And if I make it out
如果我真的做到了 [04:07.000]I’ll send a note instructing you
我会送来消息告诉你们 [04:08.071]Detailing how to reach the sun
详细讲讲我是如何飞向太阳 [04:09.926]He took a step
他迈出了这一步 [04:10.721]He crouched and leapt
蜷缩蹲伏着，然后一跃而下 [04:11.784]And as he fell，he muttered words
在他坠落的时刻他吐出模糊的词句 [04:12.582]His last breath, he said
那是他的最后一息，他说 [04:14.175]"I never wanted to be bigger than God, my n!gga, for real
“我真的从未想过要比上帝更伟大，我的朋友 [04:16.567]I just wanted to outrun my death
我只想摆脱死亡的追逐 [04:17.894]And make it out of here"
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