X Telling Me About the Loss of Something Dear, at Age 16-Hello Saferide

[00:17.10]I looked up at the ceiling the entire time [00:21.83]Well it didn’t last for long [00:24.85]Like 15 minutes or so [00:27.39]They had said it would hurt [00:29.14]But it didn’t [00:32.24]His face all grumped up [00:34.36]Veins were showing on his forehead [00:38.46]Closed my eyes and thought of dancers [00:42.42]Closed my eyes and thought of dancers [00:47.58]I thought of what my friends would say [00:51.31]I thought of how my life would change [00:55.26]I just laid real still there on the bed [01:20.45]Afterwards I said [01:22.03]Like I hear you’re supposed to: [01:25.02]Was it good for you as well [01:27.94]He was proud said: ?? [01:29.21]Ok we can do it again [01:32.10]But maybe this time [01:33.87]You can do it better than this [01:37.96]You can do it better than this [01:41.59]You can do it better than this [01:44.93]I kuow You can do it better than this [02:08.09]I faked to come [02:09.60]Because I hear you’re supposed to [02:12.51]There was obviously something wrong [02:15.40]With me and I didn’t want him to know [02:22.93]I was afraid he’d have [02:25.44]A heartattack and die [02:26.85]I went to work at the shoestore [02:29.12]And waved him goodbye [02:30.77]I felt sad but I didn’t know why [02:36.39]Do you want those in red I said [02:39.97]250 with laces I said [02:43.97]Years later [02:45.14]I can still vision that forehead