Highs & Lows-Sik World

[00:00.000] 作词 : Jonathon Quiles [00:01.000] 作曲 : Jonathon Quiles [00:14.988]My mind is a tug o' war, back and forth on what I should do [00:18.440]There's thoughts that I wanna pour, but I have no one to pour 'em to [00:22.155]I reach out to get ignored, I feel depressed and I blame you [00:25.880]All this pain that I endured, left me broken and split in two [00:29.330]I swear I only have two modes – all-time highs and all-time lows [00:33.319]I can't get a grip on myself, so I sit and I yell [00:35.710]And I'm trying not to lose hope [00:37.034]I lost everyone I had close, no wonder why I feel alone [00:40.483]Sometimes I wanna grab ropes, stick my neck in the noose, dangle and let my ass choke [00:44.209]I'm sick of love being the reason I'm hurt [00:46.066]I'm sick of love being the reason I'm hurt [00:47.923]I'm sick of giving my heart, I'm sick of playing my part [00:50.052]Just for you to let me go when I put you first [00:51.649]**** you, I mean literally **** you [00:53.505]Girl, I don't even need you [00:54.837]I'm on the rise and I wouldn't wanna be you [00:56.694]If I got one wish, I'd wish I didn't see you [00:58.550]My depression's depressing, it's taking control of me [01:00.672]I'm losin' myself and I can't get a hold of me [01:02.529]I see my reflection and don't even know it's me [01:04.397]I feel alone and they don't even notice me [01:06.255]But how can I blame them when I'm out of line? [01:08.645]One minute I'm sad and the next I am fine [01:10.502]There's so much inconsistency in my mind [01:12.098]Just know that I'm trying [01:13.691]I don't know, where to go, highs and lows, it's got me feelin' lost again [01:21.131]I don't know, where to go, highs and lows, it's got me thinkin' it is the end [01:27.772]Maybe I just need to breathe, breathe, breathe [01:31.486]Maybe I just need to breathe, breathe, breathe [01:35.211]Maybe I just need to breathe, breathe, breathe [01:38.925]Maybe I just need to breathe, breathe [01:43.176]Broken, empty [01:45.307]Pain, envy [01:47.163]Love, deadly [01:49.019]Lust, tempting [01:50.878]I just want to feel somethin' right now, anything, anything [01:54.602]I'd give my all to smile right now, everything, everything [01:58.052]I'm so sick of crying, I just wanna die [01:59.909]Thoughts of suicide, just know I lost hope [02:02.030]Say I victimize, give me weak advice [02:03.362]Like I'm lying just to get likes on my post [02:05.491]Say it's in my mind, say I never try [02:07.349]Like you know me, sorry, you really don't [02:09.466]Why'd I even try to tell you my side, when deep in your eyes I'm just a big joke? [02:12.919]Tryna live lately feels like a chore [02:14.515]I fight in my mind since my mind is at war [02:16.384]I stare at my phone 'cause I'm tryna ignore that I realize there's no point to life anymore [02:20.098]And it sucks, I lost touch of the real me [02:21.690]Is there anyone out there that feels me? [02:23.547]'Cause my hope is decreasing severely [02:25.405]I scream to God and it's like he don't hear me, so [02:27.537]I sit in silence, my mind's in control of me [02:29.395]I know this isn't what life is supposed to be [02:31.252]Is there anyone around 'cause it's only me? [02:33.108]I lost everyone that's ever been close to me [02:34.973]But how can I blame them when I'm out of line? [02:37.095]One minute I'm sad and the next I am fine [02:38.952]There's so much inconsistency in my mind [02:40.820]Just know that I'm trying [02:42.413]I don't know, where to go, highs and lows, it's got me feelin' lost again [02:49.852]I don't know, where to go, highs and lows, it's got me thinkin' it is the end [02:56.481]Maybe I just need to breathe, breathe, breathe [03:00.195]Maybe I just need to breathe, breathe, breathe [03:03.646]Maybe I just need to breathe, breathe, breathe [03:07.631]Maybe I just need to breathe, breathe [03:13.739]Maybe I just need to breathe [03:17.999]Maybe I just need to breathe [03:21.452]Maybe I just need to breathe [03:25.166]Maybe I just need to breathe breathe, breathe [03:28.880]Maybe I just need to breathe breathe, breathe [03:32.606]Maybe I just need to breathe breathe, breathe [03:36.319]Maybe I just need to breathe breathe, breathe [03:39.247]Maybe I just need to– [03:41.365]I don't know, where to go, highs and lows, it's got me feelin' lost again [03:49.077]I don't know, where to go, highs and lows, it's got me thinkin' it is the end [03:55.447]Maybe I just need to breathe, breathe, breathe [03:59.161]Maybe I just need to breathe, breathe, breathe [04:02.886]Maybe I just need to breathe, breathe, breathe [04:06.599]Maybe I just need to breathe, breathe