Pretend-Elliot Kings/Riggs/Honestly

[00:11.18]You’ve given this pain such a beautiful name [00:15.87]That burns each time it leaves my tongue [00:20.25]Usually I don’t feel this ashamed [00:23.47]But when I see your face [00:26.18]The guilt begins to fill my lungs [00:31.08]I know this won’t get less difficult for me [00:34.66]If I don’t trust anyone [00:36.73]But if it’s this difficult it must mean [00:39.69]You’re not just anyone [00:42.47]I cannot pretend that I don’t care about you [00:47.56]I cannot pretend that I don’t care if I do [00:51.56]I’m begging not to know what you’re up to now [00:54.44]I’m playing pretend to not let my guard down, baby [00:58.07]I cannot pretend that I don’t care about you [01:24.60]And you said you’ve heard I haven’t changed [01:28.32]Regardless of my shame [01:30.54]Set fire to my pride for fun [01:34.76]No relations; situations is all I do [01:38.35]But I know that I must grow to be loved [01:42.82]Before I love someone [01:45.84]I know this won’t get less difficult for me [01:49.36]If I don’t trust anyone [01:51.18]But if it’s this difficult it must mean [01:54.49]You’re not just anyone [01:56.25]You’re not just anyone [01:57.76]I cannot pretend that I don’t care about you [02:02.32]I cannot pretend that I don’t care if I do [02:06.35]I’m begging not to know what you’re up to now [02:08.97]I’m playing pretend to not let my guard down, baby [02:12.69]I cannot pretend that I don’t care about you [02:41.46](I cannot, I cannot pretend) [02:54.13](I cannot, I cannot pretend) [02:57.06]I cannot pretend that I don’t care about you, yeah