goodbye-Rxseboy/Aidan

[00:00.00] 作词 : Anthony Tubbs [00:01.00] 作曲 : Anthony Tubbs/Aidan Lawrence [00:25.69]Clock is ticking, I just want it stop [00:28.12]Time is flowing like a river, water all on my watch [00:31.25]Nah I'm kidding, I'm a broke kid, never was a dope kid [00:34.93]Eating lunch, fourth grade, had to go and choke kid [00:38.17]Thought it was over, body numb, no sensations [00:41.26]Thinking to myself like "Oh boy", the ends waiting [00:44.34]I gotta go, I'm sorry mama I didn't make it [00:47.60]You wanna see me now, but someone told me to keep you waiting [00:51.37]Life is cruel in a beautiful way [00:53.53]Wish I had some more friends, that would want me to stay [00:56.96]Never thought that even heaven's skies could get so grey [01:00.01]And could you tell me when perfection never got so vague [01:03.17]Feel like it's not real, feel like I'm waking up [01:06.41]19 years, when I go like did I take enough [01:09.47]Girl and I are breaking up, was really shaken up [01:12.52]Told me that she cheated 3 times, I can't make this up [01:17.72]Life is crazy and it's unexpected [01:20.81]And I'm just sick of learning every lesson [01:24.31]I'm scared of love that's only one confession [01:27.00]I miss the world before I lost my presence [01:30.47]I really question almost everything [01:33.55]Cause I just wanna know what's going on [01:37.00]Like is there something out there waiting for me [01:39.61]Whatever, I'll just put myself inside a countless song [01:42.41]Can you relate to this? Am I insane to you? [01:45.73]Did I just help you with a problem? Did I save you too? [01:49.04]Okay probably not, I shouldn't just assume [01:52.10]But I been looking for support, so what am I to do [01:55.03]I'm having flashbacks, of old-school hatchbacks [01:58.13]Whipping on the backroads, the matchbox had no gas [02:02.55]These random memories, invading me [02:04.43]They leave my mind empty, I been suffering from vacancy [02:08.14]In a house, but it's never been home [02:10.33]Like you alone cause you chose, and I'm alone like a ghost [02:13.65]These people see me and avoid me, I'm a joke I suppose [02:16.84]Maybe it's the way I talk, or how I'm wearing my clothes [02:20.03]I think I'm different, never listen if they calling me out [02:23.13]My mama told me not to worry, try reducing my doubts [02:26.32]It didn't work, I'm a mess, I see the tears in my eyes [02:29.56]It's time to go, always knew my biggest fear was goodbyes