Be My Escape-Relient K

[00:19.69]I've given up on giving up slowly [00:21.72]I'm blending in so You won't even know me [00:24.42]Apart from this whole world that shares my fate [00:29.58]This one last bullet you mention [00:31.74]Is my one last shot at redemption [00:34.17]Because I know to live you must give your life away [00:38.39]And I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity [00:43.59]And I've been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key [00:48.01]And I've been dying to get out and that might be the death of me [00:52.82]And even though there's no way in knowing [00:54.89]Where to go I promise I'm going because [00:59.36]Ah ah [00:59.96]I gotta get outta here [01:02.67]I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake [01:08.02]Ah ah [01:09.87]I gotta get outta here [01:12.02]And I'm begging You I'm begging You I'm begging You [01:16.78]To be my escape [01:17.51]I'm giving up on doing this alone now [01:19.79]Cause I've failed and I'm ready to be shown how [01:21.95]He's told me the way and I'm trying to get there [01:25.31]And this life sentence that I'm serving [01:29.43]I admit that I'm every bit deserving [01:33.33]But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair [01:36.25]Cause I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity [01:41.20]And I've been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key [01:45.30]And I've been dying to get out and that might be the death of me [01:50.41]And even though there's no way in knowing [01:52.48]Where to go I promise I'm going because [01:56.33]Ah I gotta get outta here [02:00.06]Cause I'm afraid that this complacency is something I can't shake [02:05.85]Ah I gotta get outta here [02:09.57]And I'm begging You I'm begging You I'm begging You [02:14.14]To be my escape [02:15.07]I am a hostage to my own humanity [02:19.85]Self-detained and forced to live in this mess I've made [02:24.55]And all I'm asking is for You to do what You can with me [02:29.16]But I can't ask You to give what You already gave [02:35.77]Cause I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity [02:42.79]And I've been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key [02:45.46]And I've been dying to get out that might be the death of me [02:51.52]And even though there's no way in knowing [02:53.08]Where to go I promise I'm going because [02:56.78]Ah I've gotta get outta here [03:00.06]I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake [03:05.60]Ah I've gotta get outta here [03:09.45]And I'm begging You I'm begging You I'm begging You [03:13.43]To be my escape [03:15.90] [03:22.38]I fought You for so long [03:26.25]I should have let You in [03:28.80]Oh how we regret those things we do [03:36.12]And all I was trying to do [03:41.25]Was save my own skin [03:44.20]But so were You [03:48.25]So were You [03:53.30]