static-Demxntia

[00:04.66]so if you ever see me cry
如果你看见我流泪 [00:08.95]pretend you're blind
请假装视而不见 [00:12.17]cuz i could never find the words
因为我从未找到措辞 [00:15.41]to tell you why
告诉你 [00:18.64]i don't mean to lie
我并非有意欺骗 [00:21.95]thought i'd be fine
只是以为我会好起来 [00:25.18]but it's been eating
但它却在一直 [00:27.65]away at my heart, and
吞噬着我的内心 [00:28.69]it's worse at night
并在夜晚愈发强烈 [00:35.29]i can't seem to hide
我无法躲藏 [00:37.76]like i'd like to
像我以为的那样 [00:39.91]i'm losing all control
我在失去自我 [00:42.20]i must admit...
我必须承认 [00:47.03]and i don't wanna die
我不想消失 [00:51.16]but sometimes i'll
但有时我会 [00:53.63]wonder what it's like
幻想这会是怎样的光景 [00:55.35]to not exist
若是我消失在这个世界上 [00:58.01]and if i take my final breath
如果这是我最后一次感受呼吸 [01:01.34]will the story come to an end?
一切会告终吗？ [01:04.47]will i finally be able to rest?
我终于能休憩了吗？ [01:07.82]i know the world will continue to spin
我知道太阳依旧东升西落 [01:11.05]i wonder when this feeling began
我想知道这种感觉是何时开始 [01:14.38]am i able to start again?
我能重头再来吗？ [01:17.86]suffocating from all my regrets
我快要窒息于所有的懊悔 [01:20.81]and all the static i hear in my head
以及脑海里不停回荡的抱怨与指责 [01:24.33]so if you ever see me cry
所以当你看见我哭泣 [01:28.88]pretend you're blind
请假装视而不见 [01:32.45]cuz i could never find the words
因为我从未找到合适措辞 [01:35.41]to tell you why
向你解释 [01:38.61]i don't mean to lie
我并非有意隐瞒 [01:41.85]thought i'd be fine
以为我会好转 [01:45.25]but it's been eating
但它却在一直 [01:47.68]away at my heart, and
吞噬我的内心 [01:48.86]it's worse at night
并在夜晚愈发强烈 [01:55.08]staring at the floor
望着地板发呆 [01:57.88]but why does it feel like
但为何仿佛 [01:59.65]its staring back though?
它也在凝视着我 [02:01.78]falling from a fault
由一个错误陨落 [02:04.61]took a trip, they just
一路上，他们只是 [02:06.66]watched me go through
冷漠地望着我下沉 [02:07.81]weight off all the eyes crushed
投来的目光让我分崩离析 [02:11.35]any confidence that was left
没有任何信心可言 [02:14.41]then they all left when at worst time
在我最需要帮助的时候，他们留我一人在原地 [02:20.37]whats worth
什么还值得 [02:21.42]too tired to try more
无力再尝试 [02:23.58]living life through the cliffnotes
靠着经典度日 [02:25.48]when nothings right
没有任何事是对的 [02:29.13]turn the page to the other side
翻至另一篇章 [02:33.19]white noise in the background
背景里的白噪音 [02:36.28]overlay watch my eyes glaze
覆盖于我呆滞的双眼 [02:39.88]filters only cover up so much...
只能掩盖这么多 [02:43.27]so if you ever see me cry
所以如果你看见我失声痛哭 [02:49.10]pretend you're blind
请假装视而不见 [02:52.51]cuz i could never find the words
因为我从未找到合适言语 [02:55.41]to tell you why
告诉你缘由 [02:58.63]i don't mean to lie
我并非有意欺骗 [03:01.94]thought i'd be fine
天真地以为我会好转 [03:05.34]but it's been eating
但它一直在 [03:07.38]away at my heart, and
吞噬着我的内心 [03:08.91]it's worse at night
并在夜晚愈发强烈 [03:14.86]it gets worse at night
它变得越发剧烈 [03:17.68]it gets worse at night
在那清冷的深夜 [03:20.92]it gets worse at night
在暮夜中愈发蔓延 [03:24.33]it gets worse at night
愈发狂妄肆虐...