Helpless-Snowgoons

[00:00.00] [00:01.22] [00:21.27]Woke up in the morning, wife's griping and ************ing [00:23.58]There's no Similac for the baby, no lights where we're living [00:26.20]No food in the fridge, this the tightest position [00:28.77]I'm bout to lose my lid, get my sights on a victim [00:31.44]My way and type of living, this ************t has to change [00:34.00]Shut the ****** up, I ain't fit to be a sperm donor snatch your chain [00:37.30]****** it, sell crack *******, I'm telling you mother****** go rap for change [00:42.73]Alright, look I got your point, I want you to know [00:44.98]I'll be back in a couple hours, it's under control [00:47.10]I run out of the door straight feeling lost as ****** [00:49.28]What the hell am I gonna do? Steal an armored truck? [00:52.47]I walk and strut aimless as I fix me a plan [00:54.96]Then I bump into Damon selling sixty a gram [00:57.72]As I think sticking him up ain't the wittiest scam [01:00.39]My gun clicks blam now I got his chips in my hand [01:02.33][Chorus: x2] [01:03.32]I feel selfish, think I'm gonna use my nine [01:05.21]I feel helpless, think I'm gonna lose my mind [01:08.32]Nobody else is here to help me stabilize [01:10.63]I feel helpless even when I pray to God [01:12.69][Verse 2:] [01:15.24] [01:24.36]Now I'm patting him down trying to get all he got [01:26.80]With no thought process of someone calling up SWAT [01:29.42]With no thought process that I'm on my own block [01:31.98]It's like no contest if I get caught up and locked [01:34.59]Stolen for gwap I need all the dough he had [01:37.47]As I'm searching through his jacket, what a police badge? [01:39.96]Now stop, no way man, he's a cop? [01:42.52]My knees just lock, I can't flee, I freeze in shock [01:45.27]My Reeboks won't budge though I want em to move [01:47.76]My mind saying to my body ****** run out your shoes [01:50.45]Punching my tool I hear the sirens getting closer [01:53.63]Why'd I decide to ride with my toaster? [01:55.00]Usually I'm cool and calm with my composure [01:58.68]Stupidly I lose my mind and say it's over, it's over [02:02.18]I take a breath, put my heater to my head [02:04.99]There's no escaping death [02:05.67][Chorus x2] [02:06.55][Verse 3:] [02:10.48] [02:38.18]I sit down next to Damon, put my gun to my head [02:40.68]Thinking to myself all it takes is one and I'm dead [02:43.17]And the someone just said, "Stop, freeze, please don't do it! " [02:46.04]I look up, see cop cars and some DT Buicks [02:48.54]All I see is a sea of blue, a bunch of guns drawn [02:50.97]With a man in a stance, in his hands a bullhorn [02:53.97]"I'm Officer Crout, wait, let's talk this out." [02:56.46]I reply, "What the ****** is there to talk about? " [02:59.09]"There's plenty to talk about, it's not as bad as you think." [03:01.02]You don't know the hank man, you ain't my dad and my shrink [03:04.33]In a blink my anger ************fts from me to them [03:07.07]He can see I won't feed into it and speak as friends [03:09.63]An evil grin comes to my face, his eyes shocked [03:12.44]****** it, why not? I'd rather lie inside a box [03:14.87]Take my nine, aim it at them as time just stops [03:17.43]It's not a suicide, man, but suicide by the cops [03:18.99][Gunshots]