butterflies-Demxntia

[00:10.68]let's take it back
就让我们回溯 [00:12.18]back to the days where
回溯旧时光 [00:13.14]not a thing would matter
那时一切无关紧要 [00:13.92]not a care within the world,
世间也无忧 [00:15.11]wasn't really thinkin bout her
真心没想起过她 [00:16.83]but my eyes are feelin heavy
但我睡眼蒙胧 [00:18.06]like the weight that's on my chest
胸膛也沉重 [00:19.35]cuz lately i've been feelin empty
最近我心底空虚寂寞 [00:20.87]but u should know that best
但你应该最清楚 [00:22.40]there's a void within my chest,
我的胸膛空荡荡 [00:23.91]but my mind full
但我脑海却被填满 [00:25.48]next time i wanna get attached,
下一次我想付出真心 [00:26.81]i'll be mindful
我会小心翼翼 [00:28.45]instead of walkin on a tightrope
而不是蒙眼走钢丝 [00:29.97]with a blindfold
如履薄冰 [00:31.13]and expecting not to fall into this
并期望不要陷入这 [00:32.54]everlasting cycle
永恒的循环 [00:33.92]and i swear this is deja vu
我发誓这一幕似曾相识 [00:36.53]cuz i know i wrote at least a
我知道我至少写了 [00:38.13]hundred songs just about you
一百首关于你的歌曲 [00:39.91]i know i probably shouldn't want you
我知道或许不应对你心生渴望 [00:41.58]but you help me take my mind off
但你帮我不再执迷于 [00:43.72]all the things that i been through
我所经历的一切 [00:45.63]stuck reminiscing bout the times that we had
回忆我们曾经的时光 [00:47.82](thinking about the times that i made you laugh)
(回想那些让你会心一笑的时光) [00:50.95]stuck reminiscing bout the times that we shared
回忆我们共享的时光 [00:53.66](every time i close my eyes i see you there)
(每次闭上眼睛 都会看到你的身影) [00:56.66]every time i hear your voice it gives me butterflies
每次听到你的声音 都会让我心头鹿撞 [01:01.58]try not hide to find that i get anxious when i look into your eyes
每次在网上看到你的名字 总是热切不已 [01:07.38]and i tell myself these lies
我自欺欺人 一再欺瞒自己 [01:10.10]that i hope you never hear
我希望你没有听到我写的 [01:13.11]the lies that i was writing when i was missing you my dear
这首关于你的歌 却又希望你在这里 [01:19.31]now lying wide awake i wonder why i feel this way
躺在床上 想知道为何会有这种感觉 [01:22.01]this empty heart gets colder almost every single day
这份空虚延伸至每个角落 分外凄冷 [01:30.08]i'v been staring at these 4 white walls
我看着这四堵白墙 [01:32.94]like do i mean a thing to you at all?
我对你有什么意义吗 [01:41.52]take away my ability to feel
带走我的感知 [01:46.43]because i'd rather numb my senses
因为我宁愿麻木自己的感官 [01:49.33]than feeling something that ain't real
而不是面对不真实 [01:52.65]every night my heart is sinking
每晚 我的心都在下沉 [01:55.51]or maybe i'm just overthinking
或者只是想太多 [01:58.48]i'm not so sure
我不太确定 [02:04.27]maybe i'm just wasting all my time
也许只是在浪费时间 [02:08.95]cuz every time we cease communication
因为每次我们不再交流 [02:12.77]i feel so confined
我都觉得很憋屈 [02:15.40]and every night i think of you,
每一夜 我都会想起你 [02:18.20]i wonder if you feel the same way that i do?
想知道 你是否和我一样 [02:50.52]every night i think of you,
每一夜 我都会想起你 [02:52.21]i wonder if you feel the same way that i do?
想知道 你是否也和我一样熬煎