Weight Of The World-Shadows Fall

[00:01.120]Blue October - Weight Of The World [00:09.110] [00:19.30]A blackout in the room again [00:23.790]a busted lip and broken skin. [00:28.580]I wake up in the bathroom [00:31.360]and dare not bother asking [00:33.140]why the mirror's craked and all I see [00:35.720]are shards of glass inside of me. [00:38.170]There's voices there to dare me, [00:43.30]my father's here to scare me. [00:47.530]My mother sits beyond the door she's [00:50.150]curled up crying on the floor, [00:52.490]look at what her son's done. [00:54.940]When the weight of all the world's gone wrong. [01:02.390]It's gone wrong again. [01:05.920]Gone ****ing wrong. [01:12.360]It's gone wrong again. [01:16.480]Well liars they leave a guilty trail. [01:20.840]And let me tell you something people, [01:22.40]I've been lying for ****ing years. [01:26.140]That must be why I'm standing in this space. [01:33.970]Disregarding that I've created these monsters [01:40.50]they're on ****ing both of my sides, [01:42.950]So I wipe the blood from both of their eyes. [01:48.150]From all four of their eyes. [01:54.700]And while I wait for wounds to heal [01:57.280]I see you by the window sil, [01:59.670]your heart's torn out [02:00.880]a plastic spoon [02:02.100]when honesty lit up that room [02:04.240]so I stole the pillowcase to clean [02:06.670]this mess I've made of someones dream. [02:09.220]Now you've seen what I've done, [02:11.560]when the weight of all the world's gone wrong. [02:19.480]It's gone wrong again [02:22.630]gone ****ing wrong [02:28.970]it's gone all wrong again. [02:33.90]This room is old and wise [02:34.510]I fall onto the bed and wonder, [02:36.880]"How did I get here?" [02:40.20]The little boy who would argue with a tree [02:44.980]just ****ing thump his head [02:46.930]and he'll turn back to normal. [02:50.50]Now why is that what I see? [02:52.250]Don't bother trusting [02:54.900]don't bother waiting [02:57.360]don't bother changing things that won't give into changing [03:01.720]just let me go away. [03:06.270]I'm packed [03:11.650]whenever [03:17.960]I'm down [03:19.960]whenever.