My Worst-MADILYN

[00:00.000] 作词 : Madilyn Bailey Wold/Emi Dragoi/Olivia "LIIV" Cargile [00:00.311] 作曲 : TJ Routon/Emi Dragoi [00:00.622] [00:06.872]Spent the last year with my thoughts
过去的一年里 我以思想沉淀自己 [00:10.872]Doing yoga and a detox, drinking
做做瑜伽 排毒养颜 [00:13.372]Green tea and I stopped watching TV
喝绿茶 戒掉看电视的习惯 [00:18.760]I thought that I was doing better
我本以为自己做得越来越好 [00:21.510]My demons were waiting for the
但我心里的恶魔正等待着 [00:24.510]Right chance to come right back
回归继续肆虐的大好时机 [00:27.260]Lost my friends, killed my plants, oh well
我失去了挚友 也没能养活花草 [00:33.238]Nothing ever lasts forever
好吧 世间没有什么是永恒的 [00:35.240]My dominoes in a row
我将多米诺骨牌排作一排 [00:38.237]Watch me knock 'em over
看着我把它们一股脑推倒 [00:42.020]Only one way I can go
我的面前只有一条路 [00:44.999]At the top of the roller-coaster
当我临在过山车轨道的顶端 [00:48.237] [00:48.737]When things are at their best I become the worst
当事情都变得最好时 我却成了最糟糕的那个 [00:50.738]You can't break my heart if I break it first
若我先伤透自己的心 你就不能再让我心碎 [00:54.448]I wonder when it's good, how bad it's gonna hurt
我想知道事情何时才会好转 痛楚又会有多刻骨铭心 [00:57.949]'Cause some part of me thinks that's what I deserve, so
因为某种程度上我认为这是我应得的 于是 [01:01.448] [01:01.727]I become my worst, my worst, my worst, yeah, yeah
我成了最坏的那个 活成了自己最讨厌的样子 [01:08.901]I become my worst, my worst, my worst
我从未变得如此糟糕 如此不堪 [01:16.401] [01:16.651]When I'm stressed out, I get busy, forget
当我压力山大时 我便投入忙碌 [01:20.151]To eat, get real skinny, then I
甚至废寝忘食 变得越来越瘦 [01:22.901]Worry that I'm wasting
我感到担忧 自己在自暴自弃 [01:27.860]Half my twenties being worried
我前半生的二十多个岁月里 有一半都忧心忡忡 [01:29.860] [01:30.110]Building up my hearts of cards
我的心房就像是纸牌屋 [01:33.609]Watch me knock it over
看我将它们一下子就推倒 [01:37.111]It's like I wanna fall apart
就像我已经分崩离析 [01:40.609]At the top of the roller-coaster
在过山车的顶端 即将一落千丈 [01:43.110] [01:43.360]When things are at their best I become the worst
当事情都变得最好时 我却成了最糟糕的那个 [01:46.610]You can't break my heart if I break it first
若我先伤透自己的心 你就不能再让我心碎 [01:50.110]I wonder when it's good, how bad it's gonna hurt
我想知道事情何时才会好转 痛楚又会有多刻骨铭心 [01:53.573]'Cause some part of me thinks that's what I deserve, so
因为某种程度上我认为这是我应得的 于是 [01:57.074] [01:57.324]I become my worst, my worst, my worst, yeah, yeah
我成了最坏的那个 活成了自己最讨厌的样子 [02:04.074]I become my worst, my worst, my worst
我从未变得如此糟糕 如此不堪 [02:10.074] [02:12.324]Cross my fingers, hope to die
十指交错 为我祈祷 我愿向死而生 [02:18.824]Swear that it would be different this time
我发誓 这次会和以前有所不同 [02:24.824] [02:25.575]When things are at their best I become the worst
当事情都变得最好时 我却成了最糟糕的那个 [02:28.574]You can't break my heart if I break it first
若我先伤透自己的心 你就不能再让我心碎 [02:31.825]I wonder when it's good, how bad it's gonna hurt
我想知道事情何时才会好转 痛楚又会有多刻骨铭心 [02:35.574]'Cause some part of me thinks that's what I deserve, so
因为某种程度上我认为这是我应得的 于是 [02:39.074] [02:39.324]I become my worst, my worst, my worst, yeah, yeah
我成了最坏的那个 活成了自己最讨厌的样子 [02:46.074]I become my worst, my worst, my worst
我从未变得如此糟糕 如此不堪 [02:52.825] [02:53.086]I become my worst, my worst, my worst, yeah, yeah
我成了最坏的那个 活成了自己最讨厌的样子 [02:59.825]I become my worst, my worst, my worst
我从未变得如此糟糕 如此不堪