okay-midwxst/brakence

[00:00.000] 作词 : Edgar Nathaniel Sarratt III/Randy Findell/Eric Wood [00:00.365] 作曲 : Edgar Nathaniel Sarratt III/Randy Findell/Eric Wood [00:00.731] [Intro: midwxst] [00:01.001] I put my phone on DND, don't look at my texts (Lunamatic) [00:04.159] And I know there's somethin' wrong with me, I know I'm a mess [00:07.066] And I don't care what you gon' show me, I'll never be impressed [00:10.231] I never seem to pass my tests [00:12.367] [00:12.538] [Chorus: midwxst] [00:12.716] Gotta say "**** you", 'cause I know I made it here by myself [00:17.487] Prayin' that I don't have to see another die [00:19.404] Tired, I'm sick and tired, I don't wanna whine [00:22.897] Escape route, my reality, I might run away [00:25.677] [00:25.825] [Verse 1: midwxst] [00:25.999] Close the door, and no, I'm never gonna open it up [00:29.381] If you look in my eyes, you can tell I never gave a **** [00:32.361] I know I'll nеver be anything, I'll nevеr be enough [00:35.562] It's hard to process all these thoughts [00:37.679] It's hard to come up with stuff [00:39.064] To say to people that ask me if I'm okay [00:42.025] 'Cause I know that I'm not and I never was in any damn way [00:45.318] But I don't even have a lot of friends, I'm always betrayed [00:48.314] You stab me in the back and left me there, in the sheet I lay [00:51.986] Walk inside a party, they said that I'm brand new [00:54.737] You always judgin' but don't know what I've been through [00:57.934] Oh, you want smoke? Then come and try, see where it land you [01:00.957] You piss me off, I'm sick and tired, I can't withstand you [01:04.366] You know you're in the wrong, but never wanna say it [01:07.471] You wanna take my trust? You broke and then betrayed it [01:10.674] All of these memories and thoughts, they keep replayin' [01:13.717] And you're the puppeteer, I know you won't portray it [01:16.468] [01:16.676] [Chorus: midwxst] [01:16.974] Gotta say "**** you", 'cause I know I made it here by myself [01:20.346] Prayin' that I don't have to see another die [01:23.290] Tired, I'm sick and tired, I don't wanna whine [01:26.565] Escape route, my reality, I might run away [01:29.749] "**** you", 'cause I know I made it here by myself [01:32.946] Prayin' that I don't have to see another die [01:36.065] Tired, I'm sick and tired, I don't wanna whine [01:39.413] Escape route, my reality, I might run away [01:43.131] (Bloomtodeath) [01:44.023] [01:44.233] [Verse 2: brakence] [01:44.646] Man comin' up, it's so exhaustin' [01:46.446] I keep ****in' up, but now everybody's watchin' [01:49.639] Watchin', like was it worth of what it cost me? [01:52.878] Block me, baby, I like it barbie [01:55.455] Now you givin' up on the pride that I got left of me [01:57.494] I understand it 'cause you pry so incessantly [01:59.879] Might cross the street, always go cry to them desperately [02:03.497] Your love is fake, you're only higher off the ecstasy [02:06.744] But maybe I better be [02:08.814] I'm so done treatin' death like a secret [02:11.191] Starin' me down, killin' every belief [02:14.432] Livin' a short life, just gettin' ready to pass away [02:17.805] I was tryna survive, maybe I had to say [02:20.351] [02:20.548] [02:20.765] [Chorus: midwxst & brakence] [02:21.187] "**** you", 'cause I know I made it here by myself [02:23.986] Prayin' that I don't have to see another die [02:27.263] Tired, I'm sick and tired, I don't wanna whine [02:30.645] Escape route, my reality, I might run away