Happy Ending-Tech N9ne

[00:00.57]Hmm, I don’t even wanna ****ing do this song for real [00:10.08]But I wouldn’t be real if [00:10.98]I didn’tI be sitting by myself and [00:15.84]I be thinking, mama what have [00:18.15]I becomeAll [00:18.42]I wanted was a family but [00:19.29]I when I look [00:19.65]I be the only one [00:21.00]Losing everything but money, everybody left [00:22.53]And I don’t even get to see my young [00:24.42]Only happiness [00:25.02]I get is in the studio [00:25.80]When I get to do another run [00:27.15]On the road, doing shows, get the woes when it slows [00:30.48]Getting cold, getting owed, but the flows getting sowed [00:33.78]I been doing this a minute, but [00:34.80]I think I want to end it‘ [00:35.46]Cuz I think [00:35.73]I’m on a higher level when [00:36.45]I goBut the music [00:38.01]I be doing it, be losing it [00:38.85]I'mma make it really tough for me to grow [00:40.41]All I wanted was a family portrait [00:42.03]See my baby’s on a ranch with horses [00:43.65]But I was ****ing devil shit in corsets [00:45.30]I was never really good, then [00:46.32]I torched it [00:47.07]I’m sorry [00:47.49]Mrs. Jackson [00:47.91]I’m speaking for real [00:48.66]And I never meant to make your daughter cry [00:50.64]But I guess [00:51.09]I’m a failure with women [00:52.08]I’m lost and [00:52.50]I feel like [00:52.89]I oughta die [00:53.64]Feel like it, [00:54.12]I’m rotting away, my life is jus’ off in the gray [00:56.94]How much does it cost? [00:57.72]I will pay to lay and be off in a coffin today [01:00.27]I mean off in ashes, this life and after it clashes, if [01:02.61]I get blasted [01:03.75]This is suicide letters all over again, [01:05.64]I thought that [01:06.03]I passed it [01:07.02]But I guess that [01:07.68]I didn’t ‘cuz this one is written [01:08.94]And there is no mending [01:10.38]But I broke, [01:10.86]I'mma a joke when [01:11.40]I croakI jus’ hope that [01:12.21]I won’t be descending [01:13.35]But this ain’t a joke, [01:14.28]I want you to know [01:14.88]That Tech [01:15.18]Nina is never pretending [01:16.62]Alone in my bed with a gun to my head [01:18.33]Asking, where is my happy ending? [01:19.77]YeahTell me who it is? [01:22.35]What about me? [01:26.58]Where is my happy ending? [01:33.24]What about me? [01:33.51]Is this a life worth living? [01:35.49]You know how it begins [01:37.41]But how does it end for me? [01:39.06]Will I ever live? [01:40.50]Or does He have it in for me? [01:42.69]Will this pop before [01:44.25]I stop breathing? [01:46.02]Is there light in this dark [01:47.94]I’m seeing? [01:48.42]Yeah, I put my life in this music, [01:54.48]Nina is inside out [01:56.13]I set my heart out for people, they know what the inside ‘bout [01:59.43]Will they keep feeling [02:00.57]Nina forever this? [02:01.92]I doubtCan never cry for help so if you listening this my shout [02:06.30]I’m searching for the passageway to happiness [02:09.54]But I’m worldly so [02:10.56]I have to lay in nastiness [02:12.45]Yes this a strange year, worldwide fame’s near [02:15.66]But the game's queer, sometime [02:17.16]I feel like [02:17.55]I’m rudolph the reindeer [02:18.93]But instead of a red nose, [02:20.79]I stay in my red clothes [02:22.29]And the music, they said blows is on the top and the cred grows [02:25.50]Can you resurrect a nigga that feel like he possess a dead soul? [02:28.95]Deteriorates when inferior state, almost equal to bread mold? [02:32.13]Now as my head goes, wish [02:34.11]I could shed those [02:35.34]Because all of the times the [02:36.51]Nina was shorted when [02:37.68]I bled froze [02:38.73]So now that [02:39.27]I’m cold blooded and hella sick [02:40.71]Is what the med shows, the tred slows [02:43.05]And don’t even think you reviving a dead rose, yeah [02:47.22]Tell me who it is? [02:47.82]What about me? [02:52.08]Where is my happy ending? [02:55.83]What about me? [02:56.55]Is this a life worth living? [02:57.09]You know how it begins [03:02.85]But how does it end for me? [03:04.71]Will I ever live? [03:05.94]Or does he have it in for me? [03:08.19]Will this pop before [03:09.72]I stop breathing? [03:11.52]Is there light in this dark [03:13.41]I’m seeing? [03:14.13]Listen, I’m on the verge of insanity but [03:20.31]I’m competent [03:21.54]I’m breaking, so [03:22.44]I picked this one to vent [03:23.64]The reason [03:24.18]I look away when you talk to me [03:25.83]My brain is producing evilness, [03:27.72]I’m drowning in 151 and rum [03:29.67]I meantThat’s how [03:30.63]I feelI sit in the mirror with this gun and practice how to kill [03:34.59]But I know damn well that the people like me [03:36.30]Really wanna know how to chill [03:37.89]This is life is ‘bout it, check ‘bout it[Incomprehensible] [03:41.25]Think of all the love [03:42.18]I lostBecause my quest is not a meal [03:44.49]I feel like you, stupid, don’t talk to me [03:46.65]I’m cracking up [03:48.00]I don’t mean laughter, [03:48.93]I’m full of bitterness and it’s backing up [03:51.06]And I live with angels but lately demons been shacking up [03:54.36]Tug of war with my spirits, see the blood [03:56.58]I’m hacking up [03:57.69]I love my kids and my fans, inside [03:59.88]I sob harder‘ [04:00.90]Cuz you paid the price for my life and it’s right like [04:03.24]Bob Barker [04:04.23]And I won’t pretend that it’s okay, [04:06.00]I’m no facade starter [04:07.50]So I guess my only happy ending is at a massage parlor, yeaa [04:10.80]Tell me who it is? [04:15.00]What about me? [04:17.55]Where is my happy ending? [04:24.18]What about me? [04:24.45]Is this a life worth living? [04:26.46]You know how it begins [04:28.32]But how does it end for me? [04:30.03]Will I ever live? [04:31.44]Or does he have it in for me? [04:33.63]Will this pop before [04:35.22]I stop breathing? [04:36.99]Is there light in this dark [04:38.88]I’m seeing?