Censored Memories-Budapest

[00:00.000] 作曲 : John Garrison [00:19.39]Streams of memories shrouded in orange glow.
当记忆的河流覆盖着橙色的光芒 [00:34.06]Some twisted in time, feels like it's yesterday.
有一段扭曲的时间、仿佛就在昨日 [00:49.10]Black and white stories I see
而我所能看见的黑白故事 [00:56.27]Watered down and censored for me.
也全都被冲淡、全都被删减 [01:03.76]I can't find truth in the mind.
在脑海里已找不到正确答案 [01:11.12]I will try and let old dogs lie.
但我会尝试让曾经发生的都躺在那里 [01:17.43]I'm doing again,
我不断尝试 [01:21.48]Now I'm twisting all the history I made,
却仍然扭曲了所有我制造的结局 [01:28.78]And my memory finds the misery erased.
我重翻记忆里已被抹去的痛苦 [01:33.86]It never felt that way I'm sure,
感受却从未如此清晰 [01:37.23]I don't believe me anymore.
所以我决定不再相信自己 [01:55.32]Faded photograph, evidence I did smile.
那些褪色的照片、证明我曾经快乐过 [02:10.05]So lonely, so insecure,
如今却倍感孤独、莫名不安 [02:17.48]So confused, searching for more.
所以我困惑、想寻找更多的曾经 [02:24.78]Tears run dry, painfully shy.
但当眼泪干涸、在令人痛苦的羞涩中 [02:31.95]It's all gone now I've finally found.
我终于发现其实都已经过去了 [02:38.63]I'm doing again,
我不断尝试 [02:42.62]Now I'm twisting all the history I made,
却仍然扭曲了所有我制造的结局 [02:50.17]And my memory finds the misery erased.
我重翻记忆里已被抹去的痛苦 [02:55.04]It never felt that way I'm sure,
感受却从未如此清晰 [02:58.41]I don't believe me anymore.
所以我决定不再相信自己