Patient Sixty-Seven-Us, From Outside

[00:14.48]Here I am, sleeping alone, [00:18.11]Away from the world. [00:20.80]I know my voice can’t be heard. [00:26.42]And I awoke fighting for help, [00:30.30]But I'm drowned out [00:34.24]By the screams of those [00:37.99]Who’ve finally lost their minds [00:41.92]And the rest of their lives. [00:45.74]Honestly, if there's not a chance in hell, [00:48.67]I might as well admit myself. [00:51.55]You're under my skin and over my head. [00:57.86]I'm hearing these voices in my dreams. [01:00.80]It's over and over. [01:05.55]I'm afraid I'll never escape. [01:10.36]You and your words sound so bitter [01:13.93]Can you remember the last time they weren't? [01:16.61]Is this something that I deserve? [01:18.86]The palms of my hands are bleeding again. [01:25.79]Here I am, locked in this room, [01:29.36]Holding onto my life. [01:32.05]I know if I ever survive, [01:37.66]You will see the monster inside [01:41.22]But I swear to you they’ve led me, [01:46.59]They led me to this. [01:49.77]'Cause I almost lost my mind [01:53.14]And the rest of my life. [01:57.03]Honestly, if there's not a chance in hell, [01:59.83]I might as well admit myself. [02:02.81]You're under my skin and over my head. [02:09.12]I'm hearing these voices in my dreams. [02:12.00]It's over and over. [02:15.12]I'm afraid I’m going insane. [02:21.56]Is this my fault? [02:24.56]Did I bring this upon myself? [02:27.55]I can't go on without your help. [02:33.25]And I tried to believe that I’d make it on my own. [02:41.33]I'm becoming the man [02:44.26]You tried to destroy for years. [02:50.63]Which would be worse [02:53.33]To live my life as a monster [02:58.88]Or to die as a good man?