This Time-Vanessa Carlton

[00:14.12]It's 4 am and im wide awake [00:17.31]waiting for the thoughts to fade [00:20.81]i flick a ring of all of my mistakes [00:27.56]and as the light starts creeping in [00:30.43]i slowly feel [00:32.00]the day im missing [00:33.74]but i wont even know where to begin [00:40.42]do i push too hard [00:42.67]i fall too fast [00:43.85]a moment never seems to last [00:47.11]and will i stop long enough to know [00:53.04]cos everybody burns [00:56.17]and when it starts to hurt [00:59.60]i cry [01:03.17]i feel it in my veins [01:06.29]i just cant walk away' this time. [01:09.93]your words circle in my head [01:15.37]and weigh so heavy on my chest [01:21.75]and im crushed by your expectation [01:23.18]i only want to do some good [01:29.62]to dumb to know if i could [01:34.31]and i just wanna feel the days i'm in [01:40.56]and do i go too far [01:42.56]not far enough [01:44.12]why cant i keep my big mouth shut and do [01:48.31]and lead the life that we should [01:53.18]and everybody burns [01:56.93]and when it starts to hurt i cry [02:03.62]i feel it in my veins [02:06.62]i just cant walk away' this time. [02:10.50]did i say too much again? [02:17.05]im just a girl in a panic [02:22.18]if i tell you my truth [02:25.37]am i getting through? [02:28.81]and it just seems i should confess [02:32.43]who am i to pretend? [02:35.43]this is more than i can carry [02:40.56]cos everybody burns [02:43.99]and when it starts to hurt [02:47.24]i cry [02:50.68]i hold my head up high [02:53.99]i know ill be alright' this time. [02:57.43]i feel it in my veins [03:03.99]i just cant walk away this time. [03:14.12] [03:14.68]this time [03:15.81] [03:17.81]this time [03:18.49] [03:24.62]this time [03:25.31] [03:28.24]this time [03:29.56] [03:32.49]its 4 am and im wide awake [03:35.24]waiting for my thoughts to fade [03:39.43]and its time like these i see your face