Where Was Heaven-Wu-Syndicate

[00:24.62]An ordinary cat from outer projects [00:26.82]Since I was younger though [00:28.20]Mom raised her children [00:29.12]Pops dipped a long time ago [00:31.09]In my mind I see flashbacks [00:32.79]I had no fancy clothes [00:34.12]Skinny ugly knotty head ***** [00:35.75]Crying with a snotty nose [00:37.33]Even though my father neglect [00:38.78]He pay the child support [00:40.15]Hadn't seen him all these years [00:41.81]I hug his ass in court [00:43.15]Always saying I'm coming to get you [00:44.63]And I be waiting too [00:46.05]Holiday and birthday presents [00:47.75]Was never coming through [00:49.07]Remember at the age 13 [00:50.68]I started smoking **** [00:52.02]Hanging out with cats that was older [00:53.85]Start to run the street [00:55.14]Dropped out of high school [00:56.35]Selling drugs impressing chicks [00:58.01]Spent most my cheddar on gear [00:59.83]My man was buying whips [01:01.10]New York Jamaican Miami ****** [01:02.57]Flooded Virginia quick [01:03.96]Cause signing work only if buying [01:05.70]Prices was high as **** [01:07.26]Remember when I first got hit [01:08.67]I seen the iron spit [01:10.10]50 cash bent in one corner bleeding [01:12.07]Where pellet hit [01:13.03]My man shawn [01:13.86]He held on strong [01:15.00]Slug burn through his lower back side [01:17.01]Crack his spine exit his arm [01:18.61]Lost him twice on the hospital table [01:20.58]And when he died I cried my eyes out [01:22.83]I couldn't take it damn damn [01:24.66]But the same things continued to happen [01:26.68]****** got bust [01:27.70]I'm a kid with a grown man's mind turning corrupt [01:30.67]Playing innocent in front of my elders [01:32.89]I was running with them cats that be robbing too [01:35.56]I couldn't tell them [01:36.71]If my name was up in any type trouble [01:38.78]My moms would tell me [01:39.92]Just like you brothers into some **** [01:41.68]Go get a job or something [01:43.12]Just a little bum on the street [01:44.70]Not working hard for nothing [01:45.96]Scratch I made when I was pumping [01:47.75]I'm here to offer something [01:48.96]Making sure the crib stay tight [01:50.59]For real I wasn't no dummy [01:52.08]Tell me where you getting this money [01:53.71]I wash a car be lying [01:55.07]Saying anything sides drugs selling [01:57.04]My sister seen me on the block [01:58.68]Transact with fiends [01:59.55]Be saying I'm tell it [02:00.99]Growing up was hell no doubt [02:02.77]I wonder where was heaven [02:24.67]Now I'm a grown man [02:25.79]Still it's like life dealt me the wrong hand [02:27.95]Cat's that was my man be fronting [02:29.69]Or either found dead [02:30.90]Sound said incarcerated just turned a new Dad [02:33.94]Remembering them long ten months [02:35.13] [02:35.67]From slinging crack bags [02:37.01]Mom put me out with the quickness [02:38.72]Carry your black ass [02:39.85]I'm still coming back to the crib [02:41.61]Oh so you back yeah [02:42.96]May I just came to holler to see how you doing [02:45.75]Nothings changed after all these years [02:47.78]Still hustle for some gear smoke **** [02:50.47]Still drink beers [02:51.49]I tell you from my heart [02:52.89]Yo times I'm like yeah [02:54.61]I wonder if heaven was a place in this planet [02:56.81]Youd find me right there