Slurred Future-aerishyboii/Focus—Y

[00:00.000] 作词 : Sally [00:00.739] 作曲 : Sally [00:01.478]Recognize Me remix [00:15.146]I roll the dice of my life [00:19.541]swim between water and fire [00:23.616]get over a thousand miles [00:27.976]I know it’s running out of time [00:33.945]They told me calm down and think over [00:36.177]Your independent life is getting closer [00:38.518]More public opinions on my shoulder [00:40.350]My behavior always trapped in the formula [00:42.592]Who saw my heart is frozen [00:44.580]They all said that child was chosen [00:46.775]Girl’s power is growing [00:48.996]And break it break it down control [00:51.091]每天教室剧场两点一线 [00:53.180]对着路灯诉说我的疲倦 [00:55.440]他说要我做的更好其实不是为了面子 [00:57.270]规划未来就得趁早防止以后多绕圈子 [01:00.252]他们说你再等等吧 [01:01.709]等个三五年吧等到你成人长大 [01:04.506]他说你还是省省吧 [01:05.965]前方人太多你不过在山脚下 [01:08.113]真的很想结束这混乱的一切 [01:10.160]心被困难都泯灭 失望累积到了临界 [01:12.986]生活从不给笨蛋留情面 [01:14.281]即使愤懑到极限 难过一遍又一遍 [01:17.817]还是寻找不到方向 [01:19.936]在雾里跌跌撞撞 [01:21.998]每当想起那个地方 [01:23.693]尽头遥远的光亮 [01:25.384]I roll the dice of my life [01:27.933]swim between water and fire [01:32.054]get over a thousand miles [01:36.438]I know it’s running out of time [01:41.881]凌晨四点的中山西路我抬头望着漆黑的天 [01:46.210]寂静的夜 依偎着却 [01:48.268]疲惫的身体想着一堆的 shit [01:50.381]肩上扛的重担我是否能像曾经信誓旦旦说的那样做到 [01:54.628]给他们好的未来 和更好的生活 [01:57.401]也许要加个括号 [01:58.946]逐渐地学会伪装自己好像全身上下无懈可击没有弱点 [02:03.220]一切都过去了像是昨天 [02:05.341]不再计较那些过往云烟 [02:07.460]开玩笑的 怎么可能不耿耿于怀 [02:09.730]曾经的自己早已不在 [02:11.733]面对人生的十字路口只剩下叹气还有无奈 唉 [02:16.092]周围的人总是善意提醒我 [02:18.320]选择逆来顺受去代替反抗 [02:20.305]心情不好我也掩饰去静默 [02:22.501]因为没有那么大的胆量 [02:24.565]你真的没有必要 去担心你不该担心的事情 [02:27.225]还有很多机会毕竟 处理问题还要理性 [02:30.426]我只是在善意地提醒 你还有太多难题没历经 [02:33.722]他们说你担子没必要那么重 [02:35.786]没必要承受那些伤和痛 [02:37.909]但其实希望一次又一次落了空 [02:39.940]你到底要撞几次南墙才会回头 [02:42.275]学着掩埋情感 [02:43.284]黄连和橄榄我都独自一人咽下 [02:45.662]不会再找任何人去倾谈 [02:47.616]太多人演技精湛不需要也便也作罢 [02:50.713]只想一个人吹着风chilling myself [02:52.882]and just keeping find my way [02:54.462]即便一直走走到天涯海角 [02:57.146]也把那些恨我的全都踩碎 [02:59.857]我只想把心中的焦虑向星星诉说 [03:01.904]这眼前的变化让人举足无措 [03:04.039]前面一片漆黑不是是福是祸 [03:06.192]我把人生活成了一场场赌博 [03:08.345]不过 [03:09.231]大话是谁都会说的 [03:10.948]可能我真的是个弱者 [03:12.645]或者 只是经历了太多挫折 [03:15.164]但人生的剧本还在我手里握着 [03:17.375]眼前的灯在斑黄闪烁着 [03:19.063]我又看了看5点半渐渐泛蓝的天 [03:21.334]这黑暗是我有天会打破的 [03:23.378]我把这些话和我自己诉说着