Turn Back(feat. John Michael)-Staz

[00:12.43]Verse 1: [00:13.30] [00:20.46]I'm writing suicidal notes, knowing it's just a beginning [00:23.80]Reading through what I just wrote, now stop, I'm tired of sinning.It's just [00:27.74]the first inning, but I can't turn back [00:29.26]Got to move on to the next, and stay balling on the track [00:31.60]The voice from deep inside of my mind, keeps yelling [00:33.78]“Don't listen to what the whispers from inside, keep telling”But i just [00:36.86]close my ears, dropping bloody tears, stressed [00:38.43]Paranoid like I'm smoked up, hands on my vest [00:41.31]Cursing God for being blessed with this shadows behind me [00:44.67]Fear's fulfilling my chest, hope my skeletons won't find me [00:47.19]Rewind me, get me back, “Damn who am I talking to?” [00:49.77]Pour out a little light on a black corridor I'm walking through [00:52.15]Flashbacks of visions keep on messing with my brain [00:53.87]But dreams of money and fame, still passing through the pain [00:57.50]It's insane, my celly's beeping, gotta hide all my stacks [00:59.63]The first step was made, now I can't turn back [01:02.02] [01:02.22]Chorus: [01:02.48] [01:02.68]So many things that I've done that I know I did wrong [01:07.18]So many people I've hurt, I can't go on [01:12.04]Can somebody say, that I'm forgiven [01:16.14]Even with the life I'm living [01:19.65]Ooh, Maybe somehow, I can turn it all around [01:22.73] [01:23.03]Verse 2: [01:23.54]Sitting in the corner with knife in my veins [01:25.46]Why couldn't I run away, why i missed by train [01:28.34]Locked in chains, “How can I break these handcuffs man?” [01:31.84]Thought I was a beast, but I am just a mancub, damn [01:34.44]All these gangs and slang, how could I choose this path [01:36.13]What do I deserve now, only hate and wrath [01:38.65]It's like a cold bath, after boiling cashflow [01:40.84]I know, and you know, means everybody knows [01:43.32]There is nowhere to hide, death is already inside [01:46.20]Keep my hand on my gun, now this my guide, [01:48.88]Why couldn't I die before I learned to walk [01:51.31]Cause everywhere I go - I get gridlocked [01:54.63]Visions of my past keep messing with my brain [01:57.16]But dreams of money and fame, still passing through the pain [01:59.94]It's insane, my celly's beeping, gotta hide all my stacks [02:02.37]Too many steps are made, now I can't turn back [02:04.86] [02:04.91]So many things that I've done that I know I did wrong [02:08.70]So many people I've hurt, I can't go on [02:14.28]Can somebody say, that I'm forgiven [02:17.72]Even with the life I'm living [02:20.09]Ooh, Maybe somehow, I can turn it all around [02:25.41] [02:26.43]Talk: [02:26.73]Yeah, you know what I'm saying [02:28.81]That's the way it is man [02:32.37]Sometimes it's like that, that I can't turn it all around man [02:37.96]All I got to do is to move on, to the very end, to the very end [02:42.83] [02:45.37]Chorus: [02:45.67]So many things that I've done that I know I did wrong [02:51.01]So many people I've hurt, I can't go on [02:56.03]Can somebody say, that I'm forgiven [02:59.63]Even with the life I'm living [03:03.93]Ooh, Maybe somehow, I can turn it all around