Understand-BoyWithUke

[00:00.00] 作词 : BoyWithUke [00:00.17] 作曲 : BoyWithUke [00:00.35]Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand [00:04.56]But I can't wanted to be your man back then [00:09.34]And you knew I fell for you [00:11.51]But you just broke my heart in two [00:13.84]I was sad mad and broken on my bed [00:16.57]Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head [00:18.72]I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med [00:20.95]When I was met with a prescription [00:22.12]Of a bullet made of lead [00:23.32]And when I woke up in an hour [00:24.51]In a pool of my own sweat [00:25.68]I said I swear to God [00:26.72]I'll never even try to sleep again [00:27.99]So instead I took my pen [00:28.99]And started writing evidence [00:30.16]And when I started making sense [00:31.27]I found that I had reached the end [00:32.58]Oh I'm upset I have no friends [00:33.72]You wanna bet you're just pretend [00:34.80]You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing [00:36.63]You're not s**t [00:37.41]I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways [00:40.29]I swear I did [00:41.42]I said I'd talk to people [00:43.23]'Bout the problematic life I lived [00:46.06]They were my neighbors razor blades [00:48.37]And different flavored pills I hit [00:50.70]Therefore I'm at surely my last straw [00:53.20]I'm so gassed stuck in the past I said that [00:56.27]Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand [01:00.26]But I can't wanted to be your man back then [01:05.29]And so far I never held you with my arms [01:07.97]So it's hard to be the one you aren't with [01:10.46]Instead filled with anxiety always was a part of me [01:13.81]Guess I'm not cut out to be [01:14.91]Somebody 'cause it's not me [01:15.95]I'm not used to all the talking [01:17.03]Was an introvert that had converted feelings into writing [01:18.94]Used to cope with all my problems using notes [01:20.79]And lots of rhyming [01:21.61]Used to hope for better days [01:22.63]Whenever nights would have me crying [01:24.03]I'm not lying when I say that [01:25.18]I would rather die than go back [01:26.51]To the times I would try [01:27.50]And be the guy the people know [01:28.85]As always fighting with [01:29.69]The demons hiding far behind my eyelids [01:31.08]On an island full of violence in my head [01:32.55]I had two pilots [01:33.57]Oh the sun don't shine and skies turn grey [01:36.45]I feel it coursing through my veins [01:38.66]I've said before I'm not okay [01:41.02]But you don't listen anyway [01:43.08]You know I tried you turned away [01:45.47]You straight-up lied right to my face [01:47.76]You f**ked my life ruined my day [01:50.29]But you don't know so I'll say [01:52.54]Nothing can fill this silence no one can love like I did [01:57.10]Nobody cares you lied it's not fair you still deny it [02:00.93]So I'll say [02:01.64]Nothing can fill this silence no one can love like I did [02:06.37]Nobody cares you lied it's not fair you still deny it [02:10.18]So I'll say [02:11.03]Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand [02:14.98]But I can't wanted to be your man back then [02:19.82]And too bad I know I can't wake up [02:22.09]Because I lost my way [02:23.10]And you don't give a f**k about me [02:25.41]This could be a dream [02:26.72]I can't see the things that you see so please oh [02:29.50]Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand [02:33.55]But I can't wanted to be your man back then [02:38.43]And you had known and played along [02:40.72]You were my home I wrote you songs [02:42.95]Now you're dead to me effectively [02:45.46]Removed yourself outside my dreams