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[00:22.872] I'm a recovering perfectionist, a self-destructive specialist
我是个正在康复的完美主义者 自我毁灭的专家 [00:26.246] My 32nd session with my therapist is evidence
第三十二次心理治疗就是证明 [00:29.129] That I can't see I've made it, I'm like Dee Brown, wow
我看不见自己的成就 就像迪·布朗般惊叹 [00:32.099] I gotta couple chapters, I'm ashamed to read out loud
有几章人生篇章 我羞于大声朗读 [00:34.809] I'm workin' on it, tho I'm tryna be more patient with myself
我正在努力改进 试着对自己更耐心 [00:37.727] I robbed myself of so much joy, I'm making payments to myself
我剥夺了自己太多快乐 现在正在偿还给自己 [00:40.767] I'm still in debt tho
但债务仍未还清 [00:42.044] Need to take my coat off, settle in, ignore the dress code
需要卸下防备 安顿下来 无视那些条条框框 [00:44.986] I know that the hardest step is walking past my threshold
我知道最难的步伐是跨过自己心门 [00:47.936] I'm in my Depeche Mode
我沉浸于Depeche Mode的意境 [00:49.436] Tryna just enjoy the silence, it's so hard to let go
试图享受寂静 放手如此艰难 [00:52.348] Once I do I'm free
一旦做到我就自由 [00:53.769] I know it's me vs me
这是我与自己的战争 [00:55.183] I know it's not your job to reaffirm what I believe
我知道你无需为我的信念背书 [00:58.043] I'm working on becoming the person I clearly need
我正在努力成为自己真正需要的人 [01:01.148] So I don't look for what I lack in someone else, I see
所以不再从他人身上寻找自己缺失的部分 [01:03.960] That I'm still in the in-between
此刻仍处于过渡期 [01:05.225] But finally I voluntarily been takin' care of me
但终于开始主动照顾自己 [01:08.078] Was rarely there for me, my inner child's scared of me
过去很少关爱自己 内在小孩都惧怕我 [01:10.640] I punished him unfairly
我曾不公正地惩罚他 [01:12.142] We need more solidarity
我们需要更多团结 [01:13.765] I don't care bout the people who base skills off popularity
不在乎那些以人气论实力的人 [01:16.526] When I can close my eyes and see myself then I'll have clarity
当我能闭眼看清自己 便获得澄明 [01:19.699] I love the women who are in my life, specially Sara Lee
珍惜生命中的女性 特别是莎拉·李 [01:22.477] This industry's primarily fake, you can deny it
这个行业本质虚伪 你可以否认 [01:25.540] But you silent publicly but showin' love to me in private
但人前沉默 私下却对我示好 [01:27.978] All my wounds have told a story
所有伤痕都在诉说故事 [01:29.636] All the laughs and money hide 'em
笑声与金钱将其掩藏 [01:31.320] It's a shame the only language people speak sometimes is violence
可悲的是暴力有时成为唯一通用语言 [01:34.072] But I don't got pity for people that play themselves
但我不会同情自食恶果的人 [01:36.627] The bed they says uncomfortable's the same bed that they made themselves
他们抱怨的床铺正是自己亲手铺设 [01:39.214] I'm showin' love they hate themselves
我付出爱 他们却自我憎恶 [01:41.253] You cannot give them anything they haven't already gave themselves
你给不了他们任何他们未曾自给的东西 [01:44.013] You cannot save somebody if they simply don't wanna save themselves
若人不想自救 你永远无法拯救 [01:46.833] I shoulda known what time it was
我早该看清现实 [01:48.310] The stab in the back don't hurt it's when you turn and see who's knife it was
背后捅刀不痛 痛在转身看见持刀人 [01:51.362] I'm just tryna find the love
我只是在寻找爱 [01:52.750] Looking everywhere but within
四处寻觅却忽略内心 [01:54.261] A white rapper is a fraction of the air that I'm in
白人rapper身份只是我存在的一小部分 [01:57.392] An outsider from the jump, it took a minute to hit me
从一开始就是局外人 花了很久才明白 [02:00.487] Why would I try to fit in with an industry that don't fit me
何必强融这个本就不适合我的圈子 [02:03.352] This is simply testimonial
这只是个自我见证 [02:04.991] Slowly pull back the layers
慢慢揭开层层伪装 [02:06.660] And get down to who I am because my fear is a container of my greatness, I hate this
直面真实自我 因为恐惧禁锢着我的伟大 我厌恶这样 [02:11.121] Wait this is just a test of patience
等等 这只是耐心的考验 [02:12.613] The pain from all my mistakes is just something I need more grace with
所有错误带来的痛苦 只需更多宽容来化解 [02:15.830] My bruises became my muses
伤痕化作灵感源泉 [02:16.995] My pain had multiple uses
痛苦也有多重用途 [02:18.281] Went from **** y'all to forget y'all
从"去你的"到"忘了你们" [02:19.987] From middle fingers to deuces
从中指挑衅到挥手告别
我是个正在康复的完美主义者 自我毁灭的专家 [00:26.246] My 32nd session with my therapist is evidence
第三十二次心理治疗就是证明 [00:29.129] That I can't see I've made it, I'm like Dee Brown, wow
我看不见自己的成就 就像迪·布朗般惊叹 [00:32.099] I gotta couple chapters, I'm ashamed to read out loud
有几章人生篇章 我羞于大声朗读 [00:34.809] I'm workin' on it, tho I'm tryna be more patient with myself
我正在努力改进 试着对自己更耐心 [00:37.727] I robbed myself of so much joy, I'm making payments to myself
我剥夺了自己太多快乐 现在正在偿还给自己 [00:40.767] I'm still in debt tho
但债务仍未还清 [00:42.044] Need to take my coat off, settle in, ignore the dress code
需要卸下防备 安顿下来 无视那些条条框框 [00:44.986] I know that the hardest step is walking past my threshold
我知道最难的步伐是跨过自己心门 [00:47.936] I'm in my Depeche Mode
我沉浸于Depeche Mode的意境 [00:49.436] Tryna just enjoy the silence, it's so hard to let go
试图享受寂静 放手如此艰难 [00:52.348] Once I do I'm free
一旦做到我就自由 [00:53.769] I know it's me vs me
这是我与自己的战争 [00:55.183] I know it's not your job to reaffirm what I believe
我知道你无需为我的信念背书 [00:58.043] I'm working on becoming the person I clearly need
我正在努力成为自己真正需要的人 [01:01.148] So I don't look for what I lack in someone else, I see
所以不再从他人身上寻找自己缺失的部分 [01:03.960] That I'm still in the in-between
此刻仍处于过渡期 [01:05.225] But finally I voluntarily been takin' care of me
但终于开始主动照顾自己 [01:08.078] Was rarely there for me, my inner child's scared of me
过去很少关爱自己 内在小孩都惧怕我 [01:10.640] I punished him unfairly
我曾不公正地惩罚他 [01:12.142] We need more solidarity
我们需要更多团结 [01:13.765] I don't care bout the people who base skills off popularity
不在乎那些以人气论实力的人 [01:16.526] When I can close my eyes and see myself then I'll have clarity
当我能闭眼看清自己 便获得澄明 [01:19.699] I love the women who are in my life, specially Sara Lee
珍惜生命中的女性 特别是莎拉·李 [01:22.477] This industry's primarily fake, you can deny it
这个行业本质虚伪 你可以否认 [01:25.540] But you silent publicly but showin' love to me in private
但人前沉默 私下却对我示好 [01:27.978] All my wounds have told a story
所有伤痕都在诉说故事 [01:29.636] All the laughs and money hide 'em
笑声与金钱将其掩藏 [01:31.320] It's a shame the only language people speak sometimes is violence
可悲的是暴力有时成为唯一通用语言 [01:34.072] But I don't got pity for people that play themselves
但我不会同情自食恶果的人 [01:36.627] The bed they says uncomfortable's the same bed that they made themselves
他们抱怨的床铺正是自己亲手铺设 [01:39.214] I'm showin' love they hate themselves
我付出爱 他们却自我憎恶 [01:41.253] You cannot give them anything they haven't already gave themselves
你给不了他们任何他们未曾自给的东西 [01:44.013] You cannot save somebody if they simply don't wanna save themselves
若人不想自救 你永远无法拯救 [01:46.833] I shoulda known what time it was
我早该看清现实 [01:48.310] The stab in the back don't hurt it's when you turn and see who's knife it was
背后捅刀不痛 痛在转身看见持刀人 [01:51.362] I'm just tryna find the love
我只是在寻找爱 [01:52.750] Looking everywhere but within
四处寻觅却忽略内心 [01:54.261] A white rapper is a fraction of the air that I'm in
白人rapper身份只是我存在的一小部分 [01:57.392] An outsider from the jump, it took a minute to hit me
从一开始就是局外人 花了很久才明白 [02:00.487] Why would I try to fit in with an industry that don't fit me
何必强融这个本就不适合我的圈子 [02:03.352] This is simply testimonial
这只是个自我见证 [02:04.991] Slowly pull back the layers
慢慢揭开层层伪装 [02:06.660] And get down to who I am because my fear is a container of my greatness, I hate this
直面真实自我 因为恐惧禁锢着我的伟大 我厌恶这样 [02:11.121] Wait this is just a test of patience
等等 这只是耐心的考验 [02:12.613] The pain from all my mistakes is just something I need more grace with
所有错误带来的痛苦 只需更多宽容来化解 [02:15.830] My bruises became my muses
伤痕化作灵感源泉 [02:16.995] My pain had multiple uses
痛苦也有多重用途 [02:18.281] Went from **** y'all to forget y'all
从"去你的"到"忘了你们" [02:19.987] From middle fingers to deuces
从中指挑衅到挥手告别