Tattoos & Therapy-MADILYN

[00:00.799]I've got this self destructive energy
我自带着一种自我毁灭的能量 [00:03.466]Text my ex and regret it immediately
给我的前任发短信 随后光速后悔 [00:07.171]End up in somebody's bed and wake up hating me, hating me
在别人的床上醒来 厌恶着自己的模样 [00:11.421]Scrolling through my phone
漫无目的地翻阅着我的手机 [00:14.877]God knows how many hours
天知道就这样过去了多少个小时 [00:16.734]It's been at least a couple days since I've taken a shower
距离我上一次洗澡 已经至少过去了好几天 [00:20.187]Biting my nails, my room is a mess
焦虑得咬着指甲 房间里一片狼藉 [00:22.588]And I know exactly what's coming next
我很清楚 接下来会发生什么 [00:26.561]I've got this cabin fever
我患上了幽闭恐惧症 [00:29.757]Wanna dig myself down deeper
我想把自己埋得更深一些 [00:35.075]My alter ego is a grim reaper
我的另一个自我 是死神的代言人 [00:37.726]But staying home is so much cheaper
但是呆在家里 开销便会少上许多 [00:41.183]I've got this self destructive energy
我自带着一种自我毁灭的能量 [00:44.635]Text my ex and regret it immediately
给我的前任发短信 随后光速后悔 [00:47.819]End up in somebody's bed and wake up hating me
在别人的床上醒来 厌恶着自己的模样 [00:51.008]Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy
恰恰相反 我要去做纹身和治疗 [00:54.456]I've got a crash and burn kind of tendency
我有濒临崩溃和燃烧自我的倾向 [00:57.915]Call my mom, pick a fight
打电话给我母亲 找个借口 [00:59.766]Buy some shit I don't need
买上一些我不需要的东西 [01:01.633]And I could skip this hangover that'll last for a week
这样我就不必再宿醉整整一周 [01:04.819]Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy
恰恰相反 我要去做纹身和治疗 [01:08.278]Water in my cup but I wish it was stronger
杯子里盛满了水 但我希望它浓郁一些 [01:10.921]I've got to keep myself together just a little bit longer
我得让自己振作起来 哪怕就一点 [01:14.374]I'm standing right on the edge, the tensions a thread
我就站在悬崖的边缘 紧张一触即发 [01:17.826]And I know exactly what's coming next
我很清楚 接下来会发生什么 [01:21.014]I've got this tantrum temper
我的脾气总是暴躁无常 [01:23.937]Finger on a hairpin trigger
手指放在发夹上就像扳机 [01:28.452]My alter ego is a buzz killer
我的另一个自我是个扫兴鬼 [01:32.439]Don't want to be the one to tell her though
但我并不想告诉她 真相有多么残酷 [01:35.370]I've got this self destructive energy
我自带着一种自我毁灭的能量 [01:39.076]Text my ex and regret it immediately
给我的前任发短信 随后光速后悔 [01:42.530]End up in somebody's bed and wake up hating me
在别人的床上醒来 厌恶着自己的模样 [01:45.717]Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy
恰恰相反 我要去做纹身和治疗 [01:49.455]I've got a crash and burn kind of tendency
我有濒临崩溃和燃烧自我的倾向 [01:52.655]Call my mom, pick a fight
打电话给我母亲 找个借口 [01:54.796]Buy some shit I don't need
买上一些我不需要的东西 [01:56.396]And I could skip this hangover that'll last for a week
这样我就不必再宿醉整整一周 [01:59.588]Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy
恰恰相反 我要去做纹身和治疗 [02:03.061]I'm starting to spiral
我又陷入到纠结当中 [02:04.128]I'm checking my vitals
我检查着我的生命体征 [02:05.186]Oh oh [02:06.001]The panics attacking
随后恐慌席卷而来 [02:07.066]I'm overreacting
开始反应过度 [02:08.390]Oh oh [02:09.197]Feels like I'm dying
感觉我在渐渐死去 [02:10.515]I wake up and I'm fine then
当我醒来时 一切都恢复如初 [02:12.108]I'll do it all again tomorrow though
然而等到明天 就又会再度重演 [02:16.094]I've got this self destructive energy
我自带着一种自我毁灭的能量 [02:19.566]Text my ex and regret it immediately
给我的前任发短信 随后光速后悔 [02:23.296]End up in somebody's bed and wake up hating me
在别人的床上醒来 厌恶着自己的模样 [02:26.486]Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy
恰恰相反 我要去做纹身和治疗 [02:29.671]I've got a crash and burn kind of tendency
我有濒临崩溃和燃烧自我的倾向 [02:33.136]Call my mom, pick a fight
打电话给我母亲 找个借口 [02:34.733]Buy some shit I don't need
买上一些我不需要的东西 [02:36.605]And I could skip this hangover that'll last for a week
这样我就不必再宿醉整整一周 [02:40.052]Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy
恰恰相反 我要去做纹身和治疗