Man Cry-Z-Ro

[00:06.95]King of Da Ghetto, what's up 'Face big homie [00:13.40]I greet the Father, on my knees [00:14.97]With a bowed head and a humbled heart, my conversation is have mercy on me please [00:18.64]I just wanna be happy, will it come to bad [00:20.96]Fresh out of my mind been 27 years, and every day I've seen is sad [00:25.08]Even though I've tried till I've cried, I can't even stand [00:27.64]Feels like I've died a thousand times, but just can't make it man [00:30.81]Ain't nothing different about me, doing dirt [00:32.76]Except I've never crept up on a come up, maybe that's why the hustling hurts [00:36.38]I remember just like it was yesterday, I'm 16 [00:38.87]Can't find no love can't find no peace, I wonder what it means [00:42.55]Could it be because, I didn't choose the devil all the time [00:44.92]I became an outcast to the hood, restricted to my rhyme [00:47.86]Why couldn't I just live my life, without my talent making danger [00:50.66]Jealousy is now state jail, from friends that turned to strangers [00:54.34]They hate me, I don't understand why [00:55.91]I swear I never seen a man cry, till it was my own eye [00:59.96]I'm 21, and think I finally got a grip on life [01:26.11]And all bills paid apartment, a step-son and a step-wife [01:28.35]But without a vehicle, it's kinda hard to get around [01:31.85]If I got **** I ride for free, if not my partners let me down [01:35.22]So now I'm loving to be one deep so much, I'm hating people [01:37.83]Lookin at everybody, even babies like they Satan people [01:40.45]Nobody understand me, everybody's tripping with me [01:43.63]Wonder why when I gotta ride, were none of my people flipping with me [01:46.88]Too many haters, trying to take a player off his game [01:49.50]Not trying to be ballerific, I'm just trying to have some thangs [01:52.32]They're just like crabs in a bucket, these people pull me down [01:55.44]If I didn't have so many obstacles, think where I could be now [01:58.36]On MTV or BET, or in some magazine [02:00.92]Instead I'm stressing, hooked on codeine headed to tragedy [02:03.67]Sometimes I think, it's better just to die [02:06.36]Because I never seen a man cry, till it was my own eye [02:27.81]（what's happening now） in the year 2006, ain't nothing chang ed for Ro [02:36.56]12 albums strong looking for do', but yet I'm still po' [02:39.06]Now I done had and I done lost, and I done had again [02:42.18]On the verge of suicide, I deeply wish I had a friend [02:45.16]But even still a good samaritan, is Z-Ro's way [02:47.59]And with that Christian attitude, I caught a homeboy case [02:50.96]I done took too many blows, a punching bag is how I feel [02:53.97]The deep depression starts to set, sanity's outta here [02:56.46]I start my mission, trying to find my faith [02:59.52]CDC number four in name, I'm feeling oh so helpless in this place [03:02.70]I want revenge, it's heavy on my mind [03:05.14]But Aunt Sandra say don't fight evil with evil, try to relax and do your time [03:08.81]I heard a voice, and felt there wasn't no need in acting up [03:11.75]Realized I wasn't at peace with God, and had to patch it up [03:14.75]Hopin that blessings, fall out of the sky [03:16.81]Z-Ro ain't never seen a man cry, until it was his own eye