flawless-mj apanay

[00:00.000] [00:11.686]I f**k up and I never forget it
我搞砸了，我永远也不会忘记 [00:14.457]I say stuff that I end up regretting
我说了让我后悔的话 [00:17.855]Act tough when I'm with all my friends
当我和朋友在一起时我装作坚强 [00:20.380]When I've been feeling really shitty again
即使我感觉一切都如此糟糕 [00:22.787]But I won't wear my heart on my sleeve
我不会把心事挂在嘴边 [00:26.005]'Cause I'm too scared of everyone leaving
因为我太害怕每个人离我而去 [00:29.132]So I keep it all stuffed in my chest
所以我把它们藏在心底 [00:31.623]And now I'm feeling really shitty again
现在我又感觉糟糕透顶 [00:35.365] [00:35.681]I just wanna be understood
我只是想被人理解 [00:39.411]I don't wanna bring nobody down
我不想让任何人失望 [00:42.314]I don't wanna let my feelings out
我不想袒露我的感受 [00:46.860]'Cause what I'm feeling is never good
因为我的感受从未好过 [00:50.870]I'm always hating on myself
我习惯了厌弃自己 [00:53.642]And wishing the best for everybody else
但为每个人送上最诚挚的祝福 [00:56.653]I'm not flawless
我并不完美 [00:58.636]But I say that I am
但我口头上说我是 [01:00.864]'Cause I'm doing the best that I can to be a better human
因为我尽我所能成为一个更好的人 [01:05.122]It's easier saying than it's doing
尽管说来容易，做起来难 [01:08.066] [01:08.858]I f**k up and I never forget it
我搞砸了，我永远也不会忘记 [01:11.597]I say stuff that I end up regretting
我说了让我后悔的话 [01:14.939]Act tough when I'm with all my friends
当我和朋友在一起时我故作坚强 [01:17.579]When I've been feeling really shitty again
即使我感觉再不妙的时候 [01:19.880]But I won't wear my heart on my sleeve
我从不会把心事挂在嘴边 [01:23.056]'Cause I'm too scared of everyone leaving
因为我太害怕每个人离我而去 [01:26.287]So I keep it all stuffed in my chest
所以我把它们藏在心底 [01:28.918]And now I'm feeling really shitty again
现在我又感觉糟糕透顶 [01:31.820] [01:32.007]I don't wanna feel better
我不想改善我的处境 [01:34.443]But nothing really works I just end up feeling worse
但是没什么能起作用，我只会感觉更糟 [01:37.535]Brush it off like it's whatever
装作若无其事，把一切抹去 [01:40.233]I say it's temporary and I blame it on the weather
我说这只是暂时的，把问题归咎于天气 [01:43.805]Don't wanna get nobody involved
不想让任何人卷入其中 [01:46.181]It's my problem, I should go solve it
这是我自己的问题，我会自己解决 [01:49.241]I'm the only one with the flaws
我是唯一有缺陷的人 [01:51.758]And I'm never honest, I'm so damn flawless
我从不诚实，我如此完美 [01:54.884] [01:55.533]And I know that I'm not
我知道我不完美 [01:58.133]But I'ma give it all that I've got to be a better person
但我尽我所能成为一个更好的人 [02:02.174]For all of my friends 'Cause they deserve it
为了我的朋友们，因为他们值得 [02:05.103]I'm not flawless
我并不完美 [02:07.042]And I might never be
也许我永远不会完美 [02:09.460]But I'm starting to like the me
但我开始喜欢上这样不完美的自己 [02:11.528]With all the imperfections
带着所有的不完美 [02:13.649]Even at my worst, I'm loving the person I am
即使在最糟糕的时候，也深爱着自己 [02:17.386] [02:17.465]I f**k up and I never forget it
我搞砸了，我永远也不会忘记 [02:20.170]I say stuff that I end up regretting
我说了让我后悔的话 [02:23.511]Act tough when I'm with all my friends
当我和朋友在一起时我故作坚强 [02:26.152]And when I'm feeling really shitty again
当我再情绪低落的时候 [02:28.519]I'll tell my friends what I'm really feeling
我会告诉朋友我的真实感受 [02:31.605]I'm not scared of everyone leaving
我不再害怕每个人离我而去 [02:34.528]If I keep it all stuffed in my chest
如果我把事情都憋在心底 [02:37.348]I'll end up feeling really shitty again
只会让自己感觉越来越糟 [02:42.628]