It's Been Awhile [Acoustic Live at Hiro Ballroom]-Staind

[00:20.55]It's been awhile [00:23.68]Since I could hold my head up high [00:31.06]And it's been awhile [00:32.63]Since I first saw you [00:37.90]And it's been awhile [00:41.05]Since I could stand on my own two feet again [00:47.63]And it's been awhile [00:49.94]Since I could call you [00:53.07] [00:56.00]And everything I can't remember [01:04.30]As f****d up as it all may seem [01:12.63]The consequences that I've rendered [01:20.89]I've stretched myself beyond my means [01:26.88] [01:30.42]And it's been awhile [01:32.32]Since I can say that I wasn't addicted [01:38.83]And it's been awhile [01:40.70]Since I can say I love myself as well [01:47.13]And it's been awhile [01:48.94]Since I've gone and f****d things up just like I always do [01:54.19]And it's been awhile [01:57.34]But all that s*it seems to disappear when I'm with you [02:02.88] [02:04.17]And everything I can't remember [02:11.81]As f****d up as it all may seem [02:20.09]The consequences that I've rendered [02:27.84]I've gone and f****d things up again [02:37.97] [02:41.62]Why must I feel this way? [02:49.38]Just make this go away [02:57.78]Just one more peaceful day! [03:10.57] [03:17.81]And it's been awhile [03:20.60]Since I could look at myself straight [03:26.30]And it's been awhile [03:29.59]Since I said I'm sorry [03:35.73]And it's been awhile [03:38.20]Since I've seen the way the candle lights your face [03:44.54]And it's been awhile [03:46.64]But I can still remember just the way you taste [03:52.50] [03:53.39]And everything I can't remember [04:00.37]As f****d up as it all may seem to be I know it's me [04:09.44]I cannot blame this on my father [04:17.50]He did the best he could for me [04:22.84] [04:25.62]And it's been awhile [04:27.82]Since I could hold my head up high [04:34.48]And it's been awhile [04:36.73]Since I said I'm sorry [04:42.42]