How Many Times (album version)-Kate Ryan

[00:20.42]Diathra--How Many Times [00:22.69]--lndjove-- [00:23.34]...... [01:12.41]I've had enough, and I'm feeling a little beat. [01:16.89]I don't know what the future holds for me. [01:19.84]But I tell myself I don't give a damn [01:22.86]'Cause my life is in pieces and I forgot who I am. [01:26.65]I can't lose myself, kill my pride. [01:29.74]For the things I took for granted at my side [01:33.42]But they still expect me to pay the cost. [01:36.52]Can't keep blaming myself for the love that I've lost. [01:40.35]How many times will I have to go [01:43.89]Through this vicious circle, again and again? [01:48.04]How many times before I know [01:50.93]This road will lead to the same bitter pain? [01:54.87]The sweetness of lies and the sourness of the truth, [01:58.46]Cruel betrayals and love's burning shame, [02:00.63]And/ how many times, from beginning to end, [02:05.83]Will I have to play these silly games? [02:08.26]Because I'm so frail, [02:10.65]They say I'm/ destined for hell [02:13.80]Why then am I so blind [02:15.35]Searching for heaven heaven divine? [02:18.79]Did love's redemption redemption fail? [02:22.10]What's the source source of my strife? [02:25.49]What's the price for my life? [02:29.04]The wrong, the right, a penny, or fortune? [02:32.41]But for me, the lines are blurred [02:32.63]For pain is my portion. [02:34.53]How many times will I have to go [02:37.83]Through this vicious circle, again and again? [02:41.32]How many times before I know [02:44.89]This road will lead to the same bitter pain? [02:48.65]The sweetness of lies and the sourness of the truth, [02:52.12]Cruel betrayals and love's burning shame, [02:55.65]And/ how many times, from beginning to end, [03:01.07]Will I have to play these silly games? [04:28.20]How many times will I have to go [04:32.18]Through this vicious circle, again and again? [04:35.31]How many times before I know [04:39.36]This road will lead to the same bitter pain? [04:42.47]The sweetness of lies and the sourness of the truth, [04:50.05]And/ how many times, from beginning to end, [04:54.89]Will I have to play these silly games? [04:56.59]How many times will I have to go [05:00.37]Through this vicious circle, again and again? [05:03.63]How many times before I know [05:07.17]This road will lead to the same bitter pain? [05:11.15]The sweetness of lies and the sourness of the truth, [05:16.07]Cruel betrayals and love's burning shame, [05:17.06]And/ how many times, from beginning to end, [05:22.28]Will I have to play these silly games?