November 5th-My Life Story

[00:05.86]Azure Ray - November [00:08.31]edit by hide [00:11.62] [00:18.54]So i'm waiting for this test to end [00:23.10]So these lighter days can soon begin [00:28.43]I'll be alone but maybe more carefree [00:33.29]Like a kite that floats so effortlessly [00:38.38]I was afraid to be alone [00:43.32]Now im scared thats how id like to be [00:48.42]All these faces none the same [00:52.69]How can there be so many personalities [00:58.53]So many lifeless empty hands [01:03.22]So many hearts in great demand [01:08.39]And now my sorrow seems so far away [01:13.34]Until i'm taken by these bolts of pain [01:18.77]But i turn them off and tuck them away [01:23.07]till these rainy days that make them stay [01:28.19]And then i'll cry so hard to these sad songs [01:33.15]And the words still ring, once here now gone [01:38.83]And they echo through my head everyday [01:43.30]And i dont think they'll ever go away [01:48.35]Just like thinking of your childhood home [01:53.05]But we cant go back we're on our own [01:59.60]Oh, [02:09.62] [02:12.01]But i'm about to give this one more shot [02:19.90]And find it in myself [02:24.73]I'll find it in myself [02:38.22] [02:48.39]So were speeding towards that time of year [02:53.29]To the day that marks you're not here [02:58.26]And i think i'll want to be alone [03:02.92]So please understand that i dont answer the phone [03:08.72]I'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls [03:13.70]Until i can see nothing at all [03:18.75]Only particles some fast some slow [03:23.46]All my eyes can see is all i know [03:29.06]Ohh.. [03:35.11] [03:41.79]But i'm about to give this one more shot [03:49.92]And find it in myself [03:54.66]I'll find it in myself [03:59.46]