Stand-Donnie McClurkin

[00:01.84]My teas gone cold Im wondering why I.. [00:06.02]got out of bed at all [00:07.73]The morning rain clouds up my window.. [00:11.20]and I cant see at all [00:13.68]And even if I could itll all be gray, [00:17.12]but your picture on my wall [00:19.62]It reminds me, that its not so bad, [00:23.35]its not so bad.. [00:25.94]My teas gone cold Im wondering why I.. [00:29.27]got out of bed at all [00:31.74]The morning rain clouds up my window.. [00:34.98]and I cant see at all [00:37.67]And even if I could itll all be gray, [00:41.32]but your picture on my wall [00:43.60]It reminds me, that its not so bad, [00:46.12]its not so bad.. [00:49.74]Dear Slim, I wrote but you still aint callin [00:51.85]I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom [00:54.85]I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got em [00:57.78]There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin [01:00.84]Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot em [01:03.80]but anyways; **** it, whats been up? Man hows your daughter? [01:06.86]My girlfriends pregnant too, Im bout to be a father [01:09.47]If I have a daughter, guess what Ima call her? [01:11.89]Ima name her Bonnie [01:13.55]I read about your Uncle Ronnie too Im sorry [01:15.79]I had a friend kill himself over some ***** who didnt want him [01:18.85]I know you probably hear this everyday, but Im your biggest fan [01:22.43]I even got the underground **** that you did with Skam [01:25.58]I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man [01:28.21]I like the **** you did with Rawkus too, that **** was fat [01:30.59]Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back, [01:34.35]just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan [01:36.65]This is Stan [01:37.80]My teas gone cold Im wondering why I.. [01:40.96]got out of bed at all [01:43.81]The morning rain clouds up my window.. [01:46.77]and I cant see at all [01:52.41]And even if I could itll all be gray, [01:53.58]but your picture on my wall [01:55.78]It reminds me, that its not so bad, [01:59.25]its not so bad.. [02:00.92]Dear Slim, you still aint called or wrote, I hope you have a chance [02:04.11]I aint mad - I just think its ****ED UP you dont answer fans [02:07.38]If you didnt wanna talk to me outside your concert [02:09.91]you didnt have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew [02:13.04]Thats my little brother man, hes only six years old [02:15.54]We waited in the blistering cold for you, [02:17.32]four hours and you just said, No. [02:19.48]Thats pretty ****ty man - youre like his ****in idol [02:21.74]He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do [02:24.81]I aint that mad though, I just dont like bein lied to [02:27.79]Remember when we met in Denver - you said if Id write you [02:30.94]you would write back - see Im just like you in a way [02:33.33]I never knew my father neither; [02:35.19]he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her [02:37.32]I can relate to what youre saying in your songs [02:39.68]so when I have a ****ty day, I drift away and put em on [02:42.53]cause I dont really got **** else so that **** helps when Im depressed [02:45.70]I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest [02:48.79]Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds [02:51.76]Its like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me [02:54.59]See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it [02:57.67]My girlfriends jealous cause I talk about you 24/7 [03:00.64]But she dont know you like I know you Slim, no one does [03:03.72]She dont know what it was like for people like us growin up [03:06.82]You gotta call me man, Ill be the biggest fan youll ever lose [03:09.74]Sincerely yours, Stan -- P.S. [03:11.38]We should be together too [03:12.89]My teas gone cold Im wondering why I.. [03:17.17]got out of bed at all [03:19.57]The morning rain clouds up my window.. [03:23.31]and I cant see at all [03:25.59]And even if I could itll all be gray, [03:29.20]but your picture on my wall [03:31.51]It reminds me, that its not so bad, [03:35.08]its not so bad.. [03:37.17]Dear Mister-Im-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, [03:39.76]thisll be the last package I ever send your ass [03:44.40]Its been six months and still no word - I dont deserve it? [03:45.45]I know you got my last two letters; [03:45.93]I wrote the addresses on em perfect [03:48.75]So this is my cassette Im sending you, I hope you hear it [03:51.83]Im in the car right now, Im doing 90 on the freeway [03:54.69]Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive? [03:58.32]You know the song by Phil Collins, In the Air of the Night [04:00.82]about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning [04:03.73]but didnt, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him? [04:06.75]Thats kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning [04:09.71]Now its too late - Im on a 1000 downers now, Im drowsy [04:12.97]and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call [04:15.73]I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall [04:18.76]I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it [04:22.30]You ruined it now, I hope you cant sleep and you dream about it [04:25.25]And when you dream I hope you cant sleep and you SCREAM about it [04:28.15]I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you cant BREATHE without me [04:31.54] [04:35.26]Hey Slim, thats my girlfriend screamin in the trunk [04:36.78]but I didnt slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I aint like you [04:39.85]cause if she suffocates shell suffer more, and then shell die too [04:42.78]Well, gotta go, Im almost at the bridge now [04:45.98]Oh ****, I forgot, howm I supposed to send this **** out? [05:01.92]My teas gone cold Im wondering why I.. [05:04.80]got out of bed at all [05:07.55]The morning rain clouds up my window.. [05:11.26]and I cant see at all [05:13.79]And even if I could itll all be gray, [05:17.18]but your picture on my wall [05:19.50]It reminds me, that its not so bad, [05:23.14]its not so bad.. [05:24.94]Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy [05:27.61]You said your girlfriends pregnant now, how far along is she? [05:30.74]Look, Im really flattered you would call your daughter that [05:33.62]and heres an autograph for your brother, [05:35.79]I wrote it on the Starter cap [05:37.52]Im sorry I didnt see you at the show, I musta missed you [05:40.24]Dont think I did that **** intentionally just to diss you [05:43.23]But whats this **** you said about you like to cut your wrists too? [05:46.20]I say that **** just clownin dogg, [05:48.33]cmon - how ****ed up is you? [05:49.49]You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling [05:52.02]to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some [05:55.16]And whats this **** about us meant to be together? [05:58.77]That type of shitll make me not want us to meet each other [06:00.88]I really think you and your girlfriend need each other [06:03.66]or maybe you just need to treat her better [06:06.31]I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time [06:09.69]before you hurt yourself, I think that youll be doin just fine [06:12.75]if you relax a little, Im glad I inspire you but Stan [06:15.67]why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan [06:19.48]I just dont want you to do some crazy shit [06:21.60]I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick [06:25.08]Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge [06:27.70]and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid [06:30.66]and in the car they found a tape, but they didnt say who it was to [06:33.61]Come to think about, his name was.. it was you [06:36.77]Damn!