How Could You Leave Us-NF

[00:00.000] 作词 : Tommee Profitt/NF [00:01.000] 作曲 : Tommee Profitt/NF [00:10.620]How could you leave so unexpected [00:16.830]We waited we waited [00:22.720]For you but you just left us [00:28.410]We needed you I needed you [00:34.480]Yo I don't know what it's like to be addicted to pills [00:36.960]But I do know what it's like to be a witness it kills [00:39.730]Mama told me she loved me I'm thinkin' this isn't real [00:42.670]I think of you when I get a whiff of that cigarette smell yeah [00:46.680]Welcome to the bottom of hell [00:48.450]They say pain is a prison let me out of my cell [00:51.290]You say you proud of me but you don't know me that well [00:54.000]Sit in my room tears running down my face and I yell [00:57.120]Into my pillowcases you say you coming to get us [00:59.720]Then call' em a minute later just to tell us you not I'm humiliated [01:03.380]I'm in a room with a parent that I don't barely know [01:05.970]Some lady in the corner watching us while she's taking notes [01:08.970]I don't get it mom don't you want to watch your babies grow [01:11.830]I guess pills are more important all you have to say is no [01:14.840]But you won't do it will you [01:16.300]You gon' keep popping 'til those pills kill you [01:18.350]I know you're gone but I can still feel you [01:24.540]Why would you leave us why would you leave us here [01:30.340]How could you leave us here [01:34.650]How could you leave us why would you leave us oh [01:42.790]Hey [01:45.700]I got this picture in my room and it kills me [01:48.330]But I don't need a picture of my mom I need the real thing [01:51.230]Now a relationship is something we won't ever have [01:53.960]Why do I feel like I lost something that I never had [01:56.920]You should have been there when I graduated [01:59.060]Told me you loved me and congratulations instead you left us at the window waiting [02:03.490]Where you at mom [02:05.060]We're too young to understand where you at huh [02:07.810]Yeah I know them drugs have got you held captive [02:10.740]I can see it in your eyes they got your mind captured [02:13.370]Some say it's fun to get the high but I am not laughing [02:16.390]And what you don't realize and what you not graspin' [02:19.350]That I was nothing but a kid who couldn't understand it [02:22.150]I ain't gon' say that I forgive you' cause it hasn't happened [02:24.870]I thought that maybe I'd feel better as time passes [02:27.990]If you really cared for me then where you at then [02:33.120]Why would you leave us why would you leave us here [02:38.970]How could you leave us here [02:43.220]How could you leave us why would you leave us oh [02:51.360]Hey [02:53.930]Our last conversation you and I sat in the living room [02:56.960]Talking 'bout my music and I brought you some to listen to [03:00.020]You started cryin' telling me this isn't you [03:02.470]A couple weeks later guess you were singing' a different tune [03:05.590]You took them pills for the last time didn't you [03:08.330]They took you from us once I guess they came back to finish you [03:11.080]Cryin' my eyes out in the studio is difficult [03:13.900]Music is the only place that I can go to speak to you [03:16.720]It took everything inside of me not to scream at your funeral [03:19.720]Sittin' in my chair that person talking was pitiful [03:22.150]I wish you were here mama but every time I picture you [03:25.230]All I feel is pain I hate the way I remember you [03:28.150]They found you on the floor I could tell you felt hollow [03:30.990]Gave everything you had plus your life to them pill bottles [03:33.890]You gave everything you had plus your life to them pill bottles [03:36.820]Don't know if you hear me or not but if you're still watching ma [03:41.680]Why would you leave us why would you leave us here [03:47.780]How could you leave us here [03:51.820]How could you leave us why would you leave us oh [04:00.050]Hey [04:10.540]Sometimes I think about like [04:14.070]Sometimes I think about things like you know [04:18.610]When I'd have kids I'm like [04:27.130]You won't be there you know [04:28.960]You won't be there for any of that [04:40.180]And I'll never get to see you again [04:44.590]Sometimes I wish I would've just called you [04:47.140]I wish I would have just picked up the phone [04:49.970]Wish you were here [04:52.460]I mean you should of been there for us [04:55.140]You should have been here [04:58.550]Them pills got you right [05:02.930]Them pills got you right [05:10.990]I wish you were here