First Heartbreak-Lauv

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Ari Leff/Ryan Daly/Connor McDonough/Riley McDonough/Toby McDonough/Castle [00:14.215] I wanna tell you
我想告诉你 [00:17.711] I'm right here
我就在这里 [00:20.890] But I'm still so angry even after all these years
但即使过了这么多年 我依然如此愤怒 [00:28.239] I know your family was falling apart
我知道 那时你家庭支离破碎 [00:35.149] So I don't blame you but I still have a heart
所以我不怪你 但我仍留有一颗心 [00:42.366] All of my friends and my therapist say that it's nothing and I've gone insane
我朋友们和我的治疗师 都说这没什么 可我已经疯了 [00:49.456] Everyone says I'm a narcissist
所有人都说我是个自恋的人 [00:51.995] Truth is I just haven't dealt with the blame
真相只是 我还无法面对这些责备 [00:56.545] You chose the drugs, and now everyone else is your friend and I'm left in the flame
你选择了堕落 现在所有人都是你的朋友 而我被困在火焰之中 [01:03.280] There's nothing like first heartbreak
没有什么能比得上初次心碎 令我悲痛欲绝 [01:10.804] Know I should move on
知道我该继续前行 [01:14.225] God knows I've tried
上帝知道 我努力尝试过 [01:17.692] But I hit this strange wall without you by my side
但没有你在身旁 我就像撞上一堵奇怪的墙 [01:24.879] We were forever at one point in time
我们曾永远在一起 在某个时刻 [01:31.716] The night you left me
你离开我的那个夜晚 [01:35.198] You left me half alive
你让我生不如死 [01:38.955] I started running, got faster and faster, but I just couldn't get away
我开始奔跑 越来越快 但我就是无法逃离 [01:46.076] All of my problems got bigger and bigger until I couldn't feel the pain
我所有的问题越来越大 直到我感觉不到痛苦 [01:52.983] Because you chose the drugs and now everyone else is your friend and I'm going insane
因为你选择了堕落 现在所有人都是你的朋友 而我快要疯了 [01:59.745] There's nothing like first heartbreak
没有什么能比得上初次心碎 令我悲痛欲绝 [02:28.379] I had to lose you to find myself
我不得不失去你 才寻得原本的自己 [02:35.269] You can't know heaven until you know hell
你无法清楚天堂的美好 直到你经历地狱 [02:42.316] I'll always love you even if you're gone
我会永远爱你 即使你已经离开 [02:49.585] I'm letting go but always holding on
我在放手 但也永远在牵挂