Tug of War-Andy Mineo/Krizz Kaliko

[00:00.00] 作曲 : Andy Mineo/Charles Dunlap/Torrance Esmond/Samuel William Christopher Watson [00:01.10]Tug of War Krizz Kaliko）--Andy Mineo [00:26.962]Momma praying for me [00:29.592]Grandma praying for me [00:31.162]Satan preying on me [00:32.792]Jesus waiting on me [00:34.362]'Cause I've been straddling the fence it's time to make decisions [00:37.122]I've been thinking about Heaven lately don't think I'll get in [00:40.992]'Cause I've been going back and forth I love the way I'm living [00:44.172]But I hate it at the same time 'cause I know I'm sinning [00:47.792]And I don't want to be like them hypocritical Christians [00:50.32]So I stay away from Jesus completely 'till I'm ready to give Him [00:54.722]Everything but that seems like it'll never happen [00:57.522]My girl coming over later you know what's about to happen [01:01.272]Then after some smashing I'm sitting there asking [01:04.92]If eternity in Hell is worth some moments of this satisfaction [01:07.102]Man I'm so back and forth [01:09.862]I'm back and forth like a tug of war [01:17.712]I've been fighting for my life like I'm trying to get my life right [01:20.912]And I really want more and I don't know [01:22.772]Back and forth like a tug of war [01:27.432]And I've been fighting for control and fighting for my soul and this is war [01:33.772]I've got two choices [01:36.772]Both require pain [01:38.212]One's the pain of change or the pain of staying the same [01:41.352]One of them leads to joy [01:42.972]Other one leads to shame [01:44.782]One of them leads to freedom the other one keeps me in chains [01:47.962]I wear a cross and give you thanks for my blessings Ain't that enough [01:50.642]Why you want everything Can't you leave this part of my life untouched [01:54.132]I thought following you meant I only had to say yes once [01:57.382]Now every day I wake up you give me some cross to take up [02:01.502]You really want me to break up with my girl Now that's too much [02:04.552]I know what's best for me [02:06.112]You don't understand my complexities [02:07.42]See I gotta make a living so don't ask where my checks come from [02:10.172]Now I hear you talking I ain't gone numb [02:12.42]I know I'm in the dark and I gotta find my way to the Son 'cause [02:15.282]He calling on my name and I know I can't run [02:17.642]I'm so back and forth [02:18.952]I'm back and forth like a tug of war [02:27.132]I've been fighting for my life like I'm trying to get my life right [02:29.132]And I really want more and I don't know [02:30.642]Back and forth like a tug of war [02:35.562]And I've been fighting for control and fighting for my soul and this is war [02:41.742]I drown on broken hearts [02:44.482]A man full of regrets [02:46.62]The thrill has left the empty promises of sin sets [02:49.52]You wanna put treasure inside my hands but you cease [02:52.172]'Cause they're clamped holding on the sins I won't release [02:56.422]I don't know how to start loving you and stop doing what I'm doing if I gain you tell me what I'm really losing [03:02.172]You have to change me and my sins I'd never choose Him [03:05.602]My heart needs to see something greater than what I'm pursuing so [03:09.602]Is it true that you give rest to the weary Can you accept and repair me [03:14.592]Do you hear me It's so clear and now it's painfully apparent [03:17.702]That I can't have my sin and my Savior they're not for sharing [03:22.272]Anything that I lose to follow you is not a loss [03:26.462]My girlfriend my friends my money even my job [03:29.712]But sometimes I believe the lie [03:32.22]That God don't provide for His child when they obey that's so cray [03:36.512]He calling me to freedom I think that it's time to walk [03:40.02]I don't see every step but the next is out of the dark [03:43.182]I'm the filthiest of them all but I'm YOURS if you wash me [03:46.322]From that sin by the blood of that cross [03:48.882]I'm yours