This War Called Home [bonus track]

[00:17.91]i cannot find
我不知如何 [00:23.01]a way to figure out
能够弄清 [00:27.29]where i am.
自己身处何处 [00:33.47]seems just like home
感觉像是家 [00:39.96]but feels like a storm
又像是一场风暴 [00:43.55]a cold so freezing.
刺骨寒意 [00:49.94]i've been trying, crying.
我曾努力，也曾哭泣 [00:58.21]i've been a liar, i've been a fool
我曾愚人，也曾受骗 [01:02.41]but i always tried
但我从未停止过努力 [01:04.50]to build around me
将周围的世界 [01:06.54]a world so tight
紧紧攥住 [01:08.54]and swim against an emerging flood.
迎着高涨的洪水激流勇进 [01:15.50]i shut my eyes
闭上双眼 [01:16.83]believe in something
心有所信 [01:19.22]i realize is made of nothing
我意识到一切都是虚无 [01:23.15]i know it's time
我意识到是时候 [01:25.11]to leave behind me
放弃挣扎了 [01:27.41]this war called home.
这就是乡愁之苦 [01:48.21]how crystal-clear
晶莹剔透 [01:54.24]the rain is whispering
雨声悉索 [01:58.48]her song to keep me away from tears.
她的歌声让人让我止住泪水 [02:06.81]i feel i along
我回想自己 [02:11.10]to run further from
一人独自闯过 [02:15.31]all of these wasted years.
这些碌碌无为的年岁 [02:23.60]i've been waiting, aching.
我一直在等候，一直受痛 [02:30.13]i've been a liar, i've been a fool
我曾愚人，也曾受骗 [02:33.82]but i always tried
但我从未停止过努力 [02:35.57]to build around me
将周围的世界 [02:38.01]a world so tight
紧紧攥住 [02:40.20]and swim against an emerging flood.
迎着高涨的洪水激流勇进 [02:46.57]i shut my eyes
闭上双眼 [02:48.32]believe in something
心有所信 [02:50.38]i realize is made of nothing
我意识到一切都是虚无 [02:54.42]i know it's time
我意识到是时候 [02:56.52]to leave behind me
放弃挣扎了 [02:58.77]this war called home.
这就是乡愁之苦 [03:21.20]i've been a liar, i've been a fool
我曾愚人，也曾受骗 [03:24.23]but i always tried
但我从未停止过努力 [03:26.62]to build around me
将周围的世界 [03:28.81]a world so tight
紧紧攥住 [03:30.89]and swimm against an emerging flood.
迎着高涨的洪水激流勇进 [03:37.36]i shut my eyes
闭上双眼 [03:39.16]believe in something
心有所信 [03:40.97]i realize is made of nothing
我意识到一切都是虚无 [03:45.54]i know it's time
我意识到是时候 [03:47.39]to leave behind me
放弃挣扎了 [03:49.58]this war called home.
这就是乡愁之苦 [04:11.70]i am lost
我迷失了 [04:14.15]i am soak
我被浸透 [04:15.84]i am memory
我是回忆 [04:18.19]i am you
我也是你