Who I Am-Jamestown Story

[00:20.36]I can’t sleep
睡不着 [00:29.30]starting to wonder
不断地思考 [00:29.46]mind’sracing violently
害怕得好厉害 [00:34.45]if I should accept defeat
是不是该接受失败的现实 [00:40.69]I tried my best
尽了最大的努力 [00:44.58]I’ve given this all I can
付出了能付出的一切 [00:49.73]but it wasn’t enough
却还是远远不够 [00:52.80]now giving up
现在放弃 [00:54.69]is all I’ve got left
是仅剩下的选项 [00:59.91]Truth be told
说实话 [01:02.94]been a mess awhile
好久以来都是一团乱麻 [01:13.59]is all that I know
我知道的全部 [01:14.11]a broken soul
是我破碎的灵魂 [01:23.39]cause I’m in denial
拒绝接受失败 [01:23.68]I’ve held on
我还在坚持 [01:31.43]that I can still be who I was and escape who I am
坚持我还可以做回我自己 还逃离现在的自己 [01:42.10]I can’t sleep
我睡不着 [01:46.70]I’m buried beneath my sheets
藏在床单底下 [01:51.70]tired of rejection
厌倦了压抑 [01:55.98]it’s taken the best of me
它消磨了最好的那个我 [02:02.36]I close my eyes
闭上眼睛 [02:06.19]and picture what I would write
想象着自己要写下来的字句 [02:11.91]for a reason
为了某个原因 [02:15.11]if I just stopped breathing tonight
也许今晚我就会停止呼吸 [02:21.58]Truth be told
说实话 [02:24.62]been a mess forever
一直以来都是一团乱麻 [02:31.77]wish I could say
真想自己说出来 [02:34.87]that I’m getting better
我会好起来 [02:41.80]I held on till I wrote this letter
写这封信的时候我还抱着这样的信念 [02:53.24]cause I’ll ever be who I was and escape who I am
因为我一定可以做回那个自己 可以逃离现在的我 [03:22.99]Truth be told
说实话 [03:26.50]wish that I’d stop shaking
真希望我可以不再颤抖 [03:32.92]I’ll make this call
我拨出电话 [03:36.15]hoping someone saves me
期待着谁可以来拯救我 [03:43.48]I’ll hold on
我会坚持下去 [03:46.36]till the darkness takes me
直到黑暗把我彻底吞噬 [03:54.30]cause I can still be who I was and escape who I am
因为我知道我还可以做回自己 还可以逃离现在的自己 [04:04.95]if I could just find who I was I’d escape who I am
如果我可以发现我曾经是谁 我会逃离现在的自己