Blacklist-John Moreland

[00:19.98]I started up the engine and headed for the place we met [00:30.18]I prayed to sister Juliette, smoked three packs of cigarettes [00:40.33]I'm still trying to figure out forgiveness [00:45.81]And keep track of all of my sins [00:50.32]Just tell me you don't love me, and I promise I won't [00:55.32]Darken your doorstep again [01:18.65]This sure ain't how I thought that it would feel to finally have made it [01:28.52]I've arrived alive in Danbury, damn it's overrated [01:38.55]They put us back on the blacklist [01:43.49]Well we never learned why we needed saved [01:49.17]We took a ride trying to hide from the god of [01:53.73]Early marriages and empty graves [02:02.11]Last night, New York City was heaven, now I'm feeling low [02:13.21]And how many stones did we roll, hoping hell would explode [02:25.50]We read all the right books, we sang songs we misunderstood [02:34.66]And with or without any reason, we did rebellion what justice we could [03:06.15]So I'm trying not to think about home, and all that I miss [03:16.32]I swallowed my pride, and I cried, cause we didn't exist [03:27.76]You said it's now or never, well I never stop feeling that way [03:37.25]We get turned around, our spirits break down [03:42.06]We just lie and say we're ok [03:49.97]Well the older I get, truth gets harder to find [04:00.41]And famous false prophets get by off of robbing good men blind [04:12.27]Maybe I don't have it in me, maybe it doesn't have me in it [04:22.07]And if I don't fly, that's fine [04:26.47]Just let me find the place where I fit