Still Shrill-Sorority Noise

[00:00.144]I thought i'd grow out my hair, [00:02.521]To see if you'd notice. [00:05.760]And I'd start dressing nice, [00:07.824]To make you believe that I'm alright. [00:10.854]And I'd start playing sports, [00:13.205]To be more like my brother, [00:16.313]And my dad might be proud, [00:18.508]For once in his life. [00:21.355]Or maybe I'll drink myself to sleep, [00:23.575]Because that's what I'm used to, [00:27.233]And when I wake up, [00:28.695]I'll feel brand new. [00:31.491]I'll start tanning my skin, [00:34.181]To feel more like my mother, [00:37.629]Because I am a ghost [00:38.962]In size small clothes, [00:40.320]And I guess I could use some color. [00:42.410]Maybe I'll smile [00:44.735]Just like my ex-girlfriends, [00:48.052]Because they can feel love [00:50.011]But I can't feel anything. [00:53.355]So I thought i'd write you this song, [00:55.575]So you could get noticed. [00:58.945]You could sing it along with your friends, [01:01.714]In the back of their Mercedes-Benz. [01:04.326]Well, me and my Volvo will be fine, [01:10.047]Maybe I'll close my eyes to feel more like myself, [01:15.324]Maybe I'll close my eyes to feel more like myself, [01:20.836]Maybe i'll close my eyes to feel more like myself.