Believe In Us-Awon/Thomas Prime

[00:10]In the beginning it was fat blunts, a whole lot of laughs [00:13]Pursuit of happiness, so we spent a lot of cash [00:15]Grew in company, not even trying to get the ass [00:18]Best summer in my life, I wish it could last [00:20]But that was the past, baggage chasing me [00:23]On both of us, we weathered the storm faithfully [00:26]I don’t know where maturity is taking me [00:28]My heart been aching me, it feel like lately we been [00:31]Growing apart, I wanted to stay the same [00:33]Can’t let old age, come in and change the game [00:35]Even change your name, acknowledge all my claims [00:38]But who put out the flames, they say true love is pain [00:41]I’m ignorant to your feelings, you need ***ual healing but [00:43]I’m numb inside, I can’t figure out the void [00:46]So I laid here annoyed, and oi, have I destroyed the only one I trust [00:50]There’s only one of us [01:10]I ain’t been the same since the day Karim died [01:13]For seven days and nights I cried, inside [01:15]Cause I prophesize, still got love, I feel guilt [01:18]But that’s spoilt milk and I’m boyish built [01:20]I feel bad when you think I’m mad for no reason [01:23]Feel like I’m making a path for you leaving [01:25]Cause my attitude’s without gratitude, I ain’t mad at you [01:28]I just wish I could afford us a pad or two [01:30]See I’m Kate Black for you, I’m Ronald Ardley [01:33]Cause even if I die, I will always come back for you [01:35]I’m the lesser half of you, you the backbone [01:37]That keep the tracks warm, proud to be, Mrs. Antwan [01:40]I respect that, I just can’t show it in the ways I want to [01:44]So I hope I don’t blow it [01:45]That’s the life of a poet, a chess game or stress made [01:48]Baby I want to give you less pain [02:11]I’ll admit responsibility is a bit much, fatherhood [02:14]Being a provider when you ****** up [02:16]Want to give my kids everything, you a bigger wedding ring [02:18]I’m looking at collections in cut-off notices [02:20]The reason I’m exposing this is anxiety [02:23]If I don’t express it, my soul will just die in me [02:26]Even though I murder these microphones I’m still past due [02:29]So I’m taking out a title loan [02:31]My black thoughts are rooted in harmony [02:33]You got a part of me for all of my brutal honesty [02:36]It bothers me, to see us drifting [02:38]So I had to spit you something uplifting [02:40]The night’s getting darker, the day’s getting brighter [02:43]Reminiscing on the times when we were much tighter [02:46]Love supersedes you, everything I need [02:48]Together we achieve, hold my hand if you believe